#that... got kinda long shdhfhd

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Hi!!! Ngl I was intrigued by hehe pain but I think I'll go with me and my predictable ass for that wip meme!! 😂

hiii! well, i'll decribe both then :D

hehe pain is a lil stony ficlet set right after tony's death, where steve carries tony's body and there's angsty regretful thoughts. here's a little smth from it:

And Steve looks down at Tony’s face.

Tony’s skin is pale. It yellows. It drapes over his bones, the flesh underneath slumping into itself, his plump face falling, as if a toy unstuffed.

Tony’s eyelids are closed, dark lashes falling over his sinking skin. And oh, realization hits Steve, he won’t get to see Tony’s eyes glow ever again. Another sob twists his face.

Despair dampens his cheeks, tears falling onto Tony as a plea, a call, an apology, a demand for the other. And the muscles of his body tremble around Tony, his body shakes with each sob.

And he wants to wrap his arms tighter around Tony, pull him as close as he can, keep him against him forever.

But it feels like he was to fall apart under Steve. Like if he were to crumble and disappear if held too tight. And Steve’s afraid, with the way his touch has only ever hurt Tony in the past.  

Tony’s head rolls against Steve’s chest and Steve wonders if he can hear the way his heart grieves.

as for me and my predictable ass lmao, it's a stony college au fic. i think the first lines in the doc are pretty explanatory ahdasjkda: 

so!! basically steve moves in to the college dorms and he’s put to room with tony. steve’s all cool, just hopes tony’s a cool guy and they get along. turns out, according to steve’s friends, tony has a Reputation. apparently he’s filthy rich, kind of an ass and well, publicly renowned for being the best fuck. 

“publicly renowed,” bucky says, “as in everyone has slept with him at least once” “have you?” “:)”

now, steve could honestly not give any less shits about tony being the resident Whore™, as his friends say he’s called, except for the fact that sometimes tony has his partners come to their room and well, steve has walked in on tony having sex a little too many times for it to be considered socially acceptable

which like, wouldn’t even be that bad if it weren’t for the fact that steve has never even had a proper conversation with him. hell, he’s never even been able to take a good look at the person who’s supposedly rooming with him (supposedly, bc tony’s never there when he goes to sleep or when he wakes up)

well, u know how it goes. they meet some day, steve’s in awe at how pretty tony is bc of course he is, i’m the one writing this asdjashd. as he gets to know him it turns out, tony’s not really as bad as people make him out to be. sure, he’s a huge flirt, he’s arrogant, but as steve gets to know him (through various scenarios) he realizes that tony’s incredibly smart (he’d been told, but he never expected tony to be an actual genius), he’s kind of a dork and he’s just. so small. 

slowly, steve starts developing feelings (but he doesn’t know that :D) so we have steve getting jealous of people touching tony so easily and sometimes in inappropriate ways, which then turns into realization which then turns into steve not having any idea what to do in tony’s presence bc this man is way too pretty and way too cute and he can’t handle it. 

then feelings come to light and love flourishes !! and all that 

im gonna stop and not give too many details bc i could literally go on and on about this shdjasdh. i actually have the whole thing planned in my head, but i havent properly written anything down. as for the name, it’s bc i’m a huge sucker for the whole character sleeps around and has people treat them as a sexual object thing, it's one of my fave tropes

#that... got kinda long shdhfhd #i just!! love that fic #i spent the entirety of a 3 hr long drive imagining it svdjdhjdhf #now i just have to u know #write it #f.ask