#that's how it's goin rn

[secondbeatsongs]

you're telling me a top did this surgery?

#personal #trans #shitpost #this came to me and I had to rush and post it #but also. hi everyone #I have a top surgery consult next week #will anything come of it? no idea #but I'm excited #that's how it's goin rn #happy pride

[basketobread]

How does Lunara feel about... Lolth

not good lol

#i took a quick break from comms just to doodle this #it made me laugh cuz i was literally just talking abt this with simon the other day #shout out to him btw i think hes the only one that knows the lunara lore rn lol #you can barely even tell whats goin on here but #WHATEVER!!!! #also shout out again to simon cuz he informed me about a certain little fact and it worked perfectly with lunaras lore #lunaras life is in SHAMBLES rn #also lunara is from menzo so you can imagine how she feels about lolth now that shes a selunite #ANYWAYS #back to comms... BYE BYE!!!! and also thank u anon for this question huehue #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #tav #bg3 tav #bg3 oc #baldur's gate oc #lunara posting #bob the artist #ask bob #lunara lore

[dvnieldraws]

wet cat dad and his strong protector daughter [q!missa & q!tallulah]

#my art #artists on tumblr #art #qsmp #qsmp art #qsmp fanart #qsmp missa #qsmp tallulah #missasinfonia #q!missa #q!tallulah #they mean so much to me. theyre so important to me #their relationship is everything #missa is so sweet with her SOBS #saw that tallulahs admin likes when artists draw her w like combat-y things n saw she uses a bow more often so gave her a quiver of arrows: #her braids are my simplified version of mexican ribbon braids bc i thkin theyre so cool and that tallulah should be drawn more mexican #inspired! i also love how. mexican their relationship is its so comforting to see <333 #almost forgot tallulahs hearing aids wouldve walked out into the snow storm goin on rn n just laid down #death family #death fam

[vcrnons]

[ MIX & MAX ] NCT MARK & JISUNG 'Some Minds & Voices' ( for @ncteez <3 )

#mark #jisung #mark lee #park jisung #nct #nct dream #put simply. i did this a) on a whim and b) for hon. #look okay i barely even go here. i just saw she said she wanted someone to gif this video and i said yes. that. #something i can and will do. so happy christmas or birthday or event of ur choosing i guess ;o; #am i aware that u may or may not have been joking or at least a little unserious? sure #but now. a few hours of hyperfixation and ignoring my sore throat later. here we are anyway #i don't know how to tag this && tbh i don't particularly care abt tagging it /gen #i am just playing the silliest of buggers and trying to navigate some more fun colouring rn. don't perceive me<3 #cw flashing #tw flashing #flashing gif #(this is probably part 1 of 2 because the other half where they've got the metallic shit goin on? OOF) #*mine #my gif

[constellation-skirmishes]

more curly hair boba. because i said so, thats why.

#boba fett #boobie foot.... my son..... #anyways i gave him a proper MANE this time #because why not #star wars fanart #star wars prequels #dear force i posted color #that tag is getting oversaturated (just like my art) #get it. because saturation. is color. haha. i am so funny. #anyways. i hope you enjoy this little fun comic-book artstyle i have goin on rn. because i am. its very silly. #imma be so honest i drew him while listening to hozier (expanded edition) [2014] #take that how you will #also. #any time i draw boba just assume its because i had mimse in mind. because 99.99999% of the time its true #this is no exception #lukka's workshop

[u3pxx]

every now and then i get like spite-motivated to consider a career as an art teacher in the uni i currently go to just bc i think i can do a better job than my profs who are constantly raising my blood pressure orz

#im jsute a little hater i cannot help it ASKSKSK #and this is just from my very limited perception as the student who they are teaching #but based from my experience last sem: THIS IS NOT IT CHIEF!!!!!!!!! #i also understand how i can be more empathetic bv maybe smth's goin on overworking busyness stress so many other factors #but rn i just want to be a hater i just want to be frustrated ASJHDFGH #as someone who is Not having a good time #dies. anyways. #sunnysiderambles

[b4kuch1n]

ough brain is doing SO bad but sometimes. there are colors

#bakuspeech #WIP #cw: gore #the stuffed animal cartoon kind. but still #ask to tag #Im so fucking sorry I keep going like I will draw! (does not draw for three weeks #I. ngl Somethin is goin on up there. I finished writing a Thing and it doesnt solve that #I just. this is my capacitance really I think. I just gotta. accept it. work with it #its always so funny tho bc like I look at whatever it is Im drawing rn and its like hey this looks like shit! this looks ass #and then I keep drawing it. #like this piece is at Least two weeks into something thats supposed to be a pretty quick revised illus for #an old wizard leon design. and like if I werent Bit Off it wouldve stayed that way #instead. this is how its goin #I have not slept for 23 hours. I should uh. fix that #but yeah its just. my brain is wrappin itself around some new ideas n concepts n shit rn #like. I was really afraid I wouldnt be able to paint digitally if Im not on the screen tablet #and its kinda fuckin with me? like obviously I can. I am literally doing the exact same things Im doing on the screen tablet #but now on a graphic tablet #thats just. not getting thru to my brain yet. for some reason. its still generating goo n such #well! what is a guy to do. if not blastin off regardless #sorry. I really should sleep now #have a good night lads! this piece will be done when its done. I am NOT saying more I am not jinxing SHIT #u should change ur pillowcases! it really does send u to another realm

[mishapen-dear]

apocalypse au. cannibalism. corpses. Offscreen loss of loved ones

-

“Some leather armour,” Bad notes, tugging curiously at the straps of the corpse’s armour. “Euagh, almost broken, though.” The armour gets tossed to the side. “A granola bar? Okay, we’ll take that.”

Cellbit twitches at that. He wants to ask, “Do we have to?” but there’s several reasons why he doesn’t. Protesting a backup food supply is never a good idea, for one. It’s not worth it to risk starvation just because he’s worried that the backup food supply will become their primary. He tightens his hold on the bloody sword and insists again. It’s not worth it. Instead, he says, voice rasping, “There’s too many. It’s all going to rot.”

“You think so?” Bad looks up at him, then runs a critical eye over the little encampment. Ten bodies, some larger, but all fat deposits slimmed by lasting hunger. Bad licks at the blood left on his hand from looting the corpse, considering their haul thoughtfully. “I don’t think things rot that fast, Cellbit.”

He twitches again when Bad says his name. It wasn’t an admonishment- it was barely even an opinion Cellbit should validate, knowing how long it takes Bad to consider something rotten -but there is something yearning and grieving and desperate slinking between the muscle fibers of his heart that squirms to hear that disagreement. He’s shaking. He hasn’t stopped shaking. He wants to bite the edge of his sword hard enough that his teeth will crack into sharpened splinters. He wouldn’t need the sword, then. “I don’t- we should cook it,” he says. “Some.”

Bad snaps his fingers triumphantly, as though he’d remembered something. “Pre-digestion!” he exclaims so loudly that Cellbit flinches. No birds fly away- they’ve already been scared off. “Oh! You want to save some for later? Yeah, sure, we can do that. But we should eat what doesn’t fit in the car.” Cellbit doesn’t know how to explain that he can’t eat as much as much as Bad. Not even cooked. It fills him with- it’s not envy but it isn’t not envy, either. Some dissatisfaction.

Back in the— when he was small Cellbit had always assumed that it was Bad’s size that lead him to take the larger portion of their meals. It made sense, and he always got his fill so he was happy with it. Then, when he was grown, it was frustrating. Bad could eat an entire corpse in one sitting; Cell couldn’t even get through an entire leg. He’d realized then, gnawing at bone and just waiting to be done, that Bad couldn’t have possibly eaten an entire corpse. It was childish dreams made memory, morphed by the horror and the trauma and the things he didn’t think about. And now they’ve met up again, and these are their first corpses but Cellbit knows that despite their looting Bad’s share of the resources are always depleted, even when they come across a feast and- The clever part of him is wondering how much he’s really misremembered after all.

Bad seems oblivious to Cellbit’s thoughts. “We can smoke some of this and it’ll last you a bit longer,” he suggests thoughtfully, starting to dig through the corpse’s clothes again. “It might take us some extra time, but this place is safe enough that they set up camp, and we don’t know when we’ll get the chance again. Good idea. Do you want to carve the meat or set up the smoker?”

The thing in Cellbit’s heart writhes almost giddily at the praise. He thinks that he hates it. He misses when he could fool himself into thinking he deserved it. “The meat,” rasps its way out of his throat, proving him right.

Bad lights up. Cellbit can immediately tell that he’s up to something. “In that case- I have something for you that might make it… a little bit easier.”

“What is it?”

“Close your eyes!” The bleeding part of him wails at the thought of the vulnerability, but this is Bad. He’s only alive because of him. Fitting to die because of him, too. Cellbit closes his eyes and continues to shake. The back of his teeth are dry. There’s the sound of rustling as Bad does whatever, and then a triumphant, “Ta-da~!” Cellbit gratefully takes this as his cue to open his eyes again.

Badboyhalo is holding a knife.

Badboyhalo is holding a kitchen knife. Thumb and fingers pinching either side of the blade, handle out, an offering. It’s clean, except where Bad’s hands have stained it red.

Cellbit had been calm, before, the way you are when you’re doing what you were made for. Then he had been satisfied, and excited, and then jittery and bad and happy and satisfied and dreadful. Longing and hatred and benediction and fulfillment. The sight of the knife fades all of that out. When he grabs it, those feelings turn to static. Still there, still hunting him, but forced to back away in the face of its armed prey. The world smooths out a little and hurts a bit less.

Badboyhalo has given him a knife.

“Bad-“ he says, and doesn’t choke up about it.

Bad smiles at him. Bad beams at him. “I was waiting for a good time to give it to you. I know you’ve got your sword, but I remember you telling me that knives are your favourite. Is that still true?”

Overwhelmed, Cellbit nods a little. “Thank- thank you. Obrigado, Bad.”

“De nada!” Bad chirps, cheerful as anything. He pats Cellbit on the shoulder, gently, as his tone shifts. “The sky is still blue, Cellbit. Remember that.”

He wanders away before Cellbit can bring himself to mutter, “Mas às vezes está nublado.” But it’s just Cellbit now, and his knife, and the bodies, and no one living can hear him.

He’s already dropped the sword, he realizes abruptly, clinging to his knife with both hands. He needs to pick it up and clean it before the blood coagulates. There is meat in front of him, still warm and waiting to be processed. Still, he manages to pick up the sword and wipe it in the vicinity of cleanliness on the body’s clothes, his other hand still clinging to his knife. He cuts the clothes, and drops the sword to the side.

When the knife cuts flesh, he starts to grin again. The world turns into a loving red, and he gets to work.

-

Bad feels bad.

He doesn’t dwell on it. Guilt or grief- they both started with g. It’s probably even better, even, feeling guiltier than griefier! Take away the question of accountability entirely, hold control, do what he has to do. And he has to do this.

The log in Bad’s hands cracks. He giggles at it, then takes several quick breaths as tears rapidly pool in his eyes. He doesn’t wipe them, just carefully lays the log down into his makeshift fireplace.

Bad doesn’t like hurting his friends. It’s like a bad prank that leaves lasting damage; it leaves a bad taste in his mouth. But it’s not really all that bad, all things considered. Bad isn’t hurting him or putting him in more danger. If anything, Cellbit is safer with him. They’ve done this before- anything Cellbit can’t eat, Bad can, and they know Cellbit can eat Bad. It’s better. It’s what needs to be done.

There’s a loud lowing in the distance. Bad stills as he listens to it. Out of the corner of his eye, he notices Cellbit still carving. They found someone else tonight. Bad feels some tension leak from between his shoulderblades. They’ll be fed and full, and slow in the morning. Cellbit and Bad will have more than enough time to get packed up after a rest.

Cellbit has someone left. Bad is giving him a gift, but he can’t give it yet. Bad knew exactly what he would do if it turned out his own loved ones were still around, and he knows what Cellbit would do, too.

If Cellbit knew that Roier was still alive, he’d leave.

#it has been a While since ive watched cellbit i reserve the right to be incorrect about characters 🙏 #theres a lot goin on rn but as i said when in doubt write cannibalism #throwing these guys at each other in my big ol sandbox #anyway CANNIBALISM #APOCALYPSE #CODEPENDANCY!! #one of my fave things pre purg was when cellbit and bad had That Talk and i fuckin Yearn for a universe where they rp more together #one of my fave sandboxes to play in is also apocalypse aus #thus: #feel free to ask questions about this au idk how much if any more ill actually write #i have no name for it yet but it can be summed up as Two Fuckers Spiralling #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp cellbit #blood #cannibalism #mishapen words #this was fun tho its been a while since i just fucked around :] #fun fact i wrote this all in tumblr mobile drafts #eat the living au

[spaciebabie]

Did you hear

no fucking way. dude. hes gonna look so sexy in 20 years holy molayyyy

#ermm acshually he rots in the suit for 30 years 🤓 #ksjfksjfsdjkf #spacie splains #hi monnie!! i love you!! #and miss you :( #ive been so busy what the hell 😭😭 #how do my peers have social lives there's too much stuff goin on bro 😭😭 #anywaysus im #havign such insane brainrot over him rn its crazy

[poseysprostate]

Do you think Scott and Stiles ever kissed so tender? Do you think it lasted so short compared to what they rushed to get to later that it took years for them to understand that the soft exchange of breaths was that important? Galaxies crashing together as flesh drags against hard teeth?

#what's goin on here in my brain right now #sciles #idk how to articulate what's happening in my frontal lobe rn

[maskyartist]

"Is that all you're gonna do now? Run away?" "Would you have accepted me at all? Apology or not?" "...I guess we'll never know, will we?"

hi yes more Explosive Kingdoms doodles :) this time in Creek drama flavor :D

during the preparations for the wedding, Viva has Poppy jailed for "rebellious intent". Creek, who is in the process of re-proving his loyalties after his lying was exposed, is put in charge of keeping her there.

they've got a lot of time to talk things out, for better or worse

#masky says #doodles #trolls dreamworks #trolls creek #trolls poppy #explosive kingdoms au #i realize i dont give yall much info so heres a lil more! #reason is im still basically plotting this out as i doodle it? this is how i develop plots #so i got a google doc goin rn of plot points and realized never showed what Creek's side of all this is! #not entirely sure what i wanna do with him still?? if he's gonna get redeemed or not at the end #imma gauge yalls reactions here >3> gimme ur thoughts >3> ur creeky creeky thoughts

[lovedazai]

editing across the universe w my beast manga open like im studying for an exam

#IM ON A MISSION RN 👩🏻‍💻 #ive never been such a perfectionist ab a fic before :< this one just means so so much to me #i rlly hope u can tell how much of my heart i put into it cus ive never ever been so invested in my own fic like this!! #beast dazai just gets me goin #posting part one tonight as long as i can reread it & not find any changes but if not !! def tmw

[bluewinnerangel]

There's a stand with gills sushi outside the venue eat up everyone nomnom

#keep going man #DARKER #MAKE US UNCOMFORTABLE #BASK IN THE ABSURDITY #SEE HOW FAR YOU CAN TAKE IT WITHOUT PEOPLE FUCKING SEEING #get worse mermaid im consuming your funny business so hard rn #thats art bro thats the fking art right there /leonardo dicaprio pointing/ #i literally saw someone go YEY IM THE FIRST CUSTOMER oh lord hes just in his darkass lounge going its all going according to plan #dont get me wrong im not happy celebrating and entertained bc the industry fucking sucks im just focuing on how harrys dealing with it #bc now this is top tier shit #this goin over ppls heads bc i put my thoughts in the tags instead of inthe main post isnt it

[disasterlala]

art block is currently blocking rn, but I managed to actually finish a comic 👌

#I mean I hate how it turned out but I think that's just bc I'm goin thru it with my art rn #zhongchi #zhongli #tartaglia #genshin impact #zhongli x tartaglia #my art #comic #genshin fanart #lala art

[wolvertooth]

wait hold up. why was the pit considered traumatizing????? wasnt he literally just living out whatever greatest fantasy he wanted????? whys he acting like he is was tortured on the daily tf

#sabretooth #victor creed #💜 #*has like 10 orgies a day* i cant believe the xmen would do this to me ): #how long was he even in there? like what? a week? #like bro shuttttt tf up u literally got sent to heaven what are u goin ON about #unless we read those comics completely wrong which is.....highly possible lmao #i may also be vague blogging abt a certain member in my system rn shhhhhh

[cryptid-condor]

‘unwilling participation in human sacrifice using your own sword’ has got to be up there on the list of most awkward situations to meet other people in

#linked universe #linkeduniverse #lu hyrule #lu legend #lu sky #legend stans im sorry i accidentally made him look 30 years old #i cannot draw the spiky emo side part #sorry the art is so hilariously inconsistent this was drawn over a period of several weeks #oh yeah reason why theyre using hyrules sword is cause its made of silver #and cause fae blood hand wavey stuff any other metal would cauterize the wound #i hope i didnt make any mistakes with the latin #istus is supposed to be derogatory in this context #it means that of yours so i was trying to imply that the wizard was saying hyrule belonged to gannon #idk how well it translated #vir means hero this time not man #i can see a lot of room for improvement #ill get better as i draw more tho :) #rn hyrules goin like snap snap spark spark #its time to light up the diggy diggy dark #all my rat