#that will hopefully eventually lead to a massive sigh of relief and a brighter future

[strangefable]

today is going to be insane. it's huge. it's important. it's necessary.

but my anxiety is telling me i'm not gonna make it out alive 🫠

crossing my fingers that i have lots of wips to catch up on tonight, after it's over. that's what's keeping me going rn <3

#love to all y'all <3 #please tag me in all the things today <3 <3 #if i come out the other side i'm going to be so so much better #i'm terrified but at the same time i'm so ready for the results #sorry to vague but it's personal and... weird to explain #but it is a massive step that i've needed for a long time #and right now it's the holding my breath and clawing through anxiety before it starts #that will hopefully eventually lead to a massive sigh of relief and a brighter future #so i'm going insane and rambling vaguely #ajslgdjlgjlsgjls