#that weird chest achey thing when im tired and need to go to bed but cant bc the need to consume fixation media is so strong it prevents me

[road2manjuumaster]

man it's so weird hyperfixating after NOT doing it for so long. like i remember feeling broken bc i wasn't dedicating every second of my day to a single series and had actual normal not fandom related thoughts and now im back like. why did i want this.

#day of nonstop consumption? check #everything reminds me of fixation? check #that weird chest achey thing when im tired and need to go to bed but cant bc the need to consume fixation media is so strong it prevents me #from getting any sleep? check #the worst part is i got into this like. six months ago and i was like 'cool' and never felt an extreme attachment for it #and then march happened and was like 'A3 BEAM' and brain blasted me to bits