#thanks girl even though every time you come unannounced/unplanned i fear for my appendic and intenstines

[baekuras]

Today my period actually got me because I can call in sick after 2 weeks of hell and also rescheduling bullshit and a future week of some grade A bs I call ~overtime

Aka I am gone a 6hour drive away to a whole other city for studying (mandatory) for the week and have to drive the same 6hours back (only half the time counts as worktime because I dont have a car I drive via bus&train) USUALLY that’d overall equal to 39 hours aka a normal workweek Alas my boss scheduled me for the saturday afterwards, starting the early shift as well, because he can’t schedule I guess It seems it’s more important that the people who are scheduled to have their saturday off have that and woops we just can’t shift that around or ask for extra help no please come in early when you’re home EARLIEST if ALL GOES WELL ON PUBLIC TRANSPORT(lol)at 10pm

Like...okay....sure.....yeah for me it’s possible to get 8hours of sleep in if I just crashland onto my bed but not for my coworker who also takes the same trip and class or whatever as me who is ALSO scheduled early

yes i am quite a bit annoyed at that and I won’t take anything except 2 days in a row off because that’s what has been taken from me that week because fuck.you

anyhow i will no eat painkillers like candy and also eat actual candy and just burritto myself in bed for the next couple hours and also eat toast because i do not need nausea getting out of hand again

#txts #me: urgh i dont wanna deal w/ a long saturday after all this hell and then more bs is up and coming? #my period arriving a week early: i gotchu #thanks girl even though every time you come unannounced/unplanned i fear for my appendic and intenstines #i had the feeling(tm) yesterday and even in the early morning hours(2hours before i usually even wake up help) it felt period-y #but still...it has been over a year since it arrived early #but it also hasnt been this stressful and sick-filled for that long in a while #so i guess it saw me mentally preparing for 1 calmer day(which only got shot down yesterday by making it a longer day) #and took its chance to bleed out in peace #which i normally hate but otherwise i'd have had to deal w/ that on the other end of the country so...yeah i'll take this #very much so actually bc bed+meds is a nice combo #i get to feel all sleepy and soft and pain free #instead of stressed depressed cold and still crampy if it rly wants to be a dick #a win for me #a loss for the saturday crew which guys i love you(none know i exist on the internet this is a mental direct) #but also....i am not doing this to myself #i am taking this day and turning it into a spa day because i deserve it #only people are at work today who've had sick leave either the rest of this week or the whole week before that #like i've said: it's all hell atm #i still have cold symptomps ala more closed nose #but i am doing the best here which is a low bar i feel