#thanks boygenius for making me want to platonically kiss people on the mouth and be in love in ways that confuse cishets

[ochrechirp]

mental health growth is: no longer maladaptive daydreaming about my friends crossing state lines and oceans to visit me in the hospital after i do something criminally stupid :) bc its the only way i can fully believe they care about me, now its maladaptive daydreaming about seeing my friends again in a sunny, warm park or across a bustling convention floor where i can tackle hug them for a solid few minutes and kiss their faces and introduce them all to each other bc i can for the first time ever fully believe theyd be happy to see me again

#playing we're in love while writing this... power move on my part #thanks boygenius for making me want to platonically kiss people on the mouth and be in love in ways that confuse cishets #if you think this is about you yes it is about you #this is a daily occurance at this point and like not gonna examine how i have truly nothing else to do with my life than daydream #i need a hobby or a job. or both. jobby.