#tali feels safe opening up to and thats rapidly changing since this stuff tends to trigger dodie Really Badly which both leads to tali

[chisatowo]

I do not talk abt Tali remembering past timeline stuff enough cause hoo boy does it Mess With Her

#rat rambles #oc posting #eternal gales #the au stuff is one thing but this is what rly like. Gets to her after the initial stuff #just. she has so many memories from so many similar yet slightly different versions of herself and it freaks her out So Bad sometimes #theres the big things like softie and such but also the small things. conversations that she remembers that havent happened especially #like her making an inside joke that doesnt exist now. seeing her friends get freaked out by her knowing just a bit too much. the sad look #they give her when she starts referencing smth that never happened to them. #it fucks with her so fucking much needless to say her derealisation episodes get rough #and the others Want to help her bit they have no fucking idea how to #especially dodie and dodie feels especially fucking crushed by her inability to help because at this point she knows shes the only person #tali feels safe opening up to and thats rapidly changing since this stuff tends to trigger dodie Really Badly which both leads to tali #feeling even more isolated and dodie feeling violently guilty and blaming herself for not being able to fix all of tali's problems