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An Idol’s Girl | l.ty

Note ⚠⚠⚠ : This will be my first blog so I’m sorry if it’s not good??? I really just can’t help but to write this ehe. Adios.

Summary: Y/N as a trainee and Lee Taeyong as her boyfriend. Kind of sum up everything.

This is so terrible but I can’t stop myself from writing this and posting it so rip to those who will encounter this to their newsfeeds??? hehehe. Don;t hate me tho, I’m like new to all of this so bare with me??

"To the world, NCT! Annyeonghaseyo NCT-imnida." I smiled as I watched them bow their heads in front of their fans. My eyes stared from the first boy from the left up until to the last one. They sure crowd the whole stage with all of their members.

I can say that SM Entertainment's future will really be bright because of them. With their visual like faces and their unbelievable talents, they will surely be remarkable.

Everyone's eye catching I can say that, but one man surely captured my eyes and my heart.

I smiled when he slightly caught me staring, Lee Taeyong. He was smiling while waving at their fans but when we locked our eyes, his smile disappeared for a while.

I pursed my lips as that hurt me. Why am I even surprised? And why the hell did I went here even though I know he won't be happy with it?

I sighed heavily as I slowly squished myself out of their loud fans. They were screaming and pushing each other but luckily, I made it out alive and a whole piece.

When I was already making my way out of the venue my phone rang so I fished it out from my pocket as I slightly hugged myself because of the cold breeze.

"Hello?"

"Where are you right now, Y/n? Did you make it in NCT's showcase?"

I smiled when I heard Jiguem Unnie's voice at the other line. She's a trainee from the Sm Entertainment together with me. We've known each other for years since we started training.

"Neh, but I'll be there in 15 minutes."

"Eh? Why?"

Of course she'll wonder why! The showcase is for 4 hours and I've been gone for only 1 hour.

I stayed silent, didn't really find the right words to say. I heard her heavy sigh and I knew she already figured out what happen.

"What did your asshole boyfriend did once again?"

The corner of my lips rose up not because I'm happy. But because of how I find things awful. He's my boyfriend and I'm just trying to support him.

"N-Nothing," i almost hit myself in my imagination because I stuttered.

"You know what? I can't believe why you still endure that relationship of yours with Lee Taeyong when you can just break up with him."

"I love him." that's the sad fact here. I love Taeyong but I'm not sure if he still feel the same way towards me.

We met the first time when our President wants the trainees to perform in one of the company's family concert. We were thrilled when we first heard about it. It will be the time Sm Ent. will introduce their trainees.

So all of us were gathered in one of the meeting halls to discuss about the said event. There is where I met him. I didn't like him at first because I don't like the way he makes me nervous.

With his visual that looks like he's been pulled off from an anime, he surely looks unreal. He have this sharp features that made him look intimidating.

It was hard for me to get close with him when I find it easy with the others. I'm a very friendly person and I get along with other people pretty well so I find it odd for me to feel different around him. That's when I realize I like him.

After a month of knowing each other, Jaehyun told me that Taeyong wanted to be close to me. I didn't believed it at first as I never saw him try. But then he started showing interest at me. He asked me out in coffee dates during our free days. It was fun!

Soon we slowly grew feelings for each other that pretty much led into a relationship. It was great actually. The first three months were just us showing how much we cared for one another. The management even knows about us and didn't really went against. I was close with his co-trainees as well.

We were doing fine until they started getting busy for their debut as NCT U. I was very excited for him and really rooting for his success. I knew how hardworking he is so he deserves this.

But as he slowly approach his dream, thats when we grew apart. We started hanging out less. I understand it of course. We started having big fights that led me to sleepless nights.

Our relationship went from a happy one to a dull commitment. My friends kept on telling me to just let him go because they think it's just not meant to be, but I'm just stubborn. I want to hold on. I don't know why, but I want to.

"Still no text?" I glanced over one of my co-trainee when she asked me that. She probably noticed I've been checking my phone too many times today.

I shook my head slowly and pouted my lips because of unhappy feeling that I've felt.

"Maybe he's just busy, Y/n-ah." Jiguem unnie said trying to lighten up my mood.

"I'm texting Mark, he said they're not busy today." Koeun said frankly.

I sighed heavily as it slowly sink into me. I get it! He's avoiding me. But I just don't know his reason! I can't remember that we argue about something? The last time we talk is me saying good luck for their comeback! I even let him do as he please, I don't confront him for all the days he's been so cold to me. I let that pass since I want him to focus with his comeback.

"Maybe he's cheating behind your back?" My thoughts were interrupted by one of the other trainees. We all looked at her in unison.

"(Trainee name)!" the other trainees called out her name with their warning tone. I saw how she just gave us a shrug.

I'm close to all of them and they're all just worried about me. They don't want Taeyong taking me for granted.

"What? We can't just feed Y/n lies! We have to be honest here. We all know her boyfriend is being an asshole so if he's cheating behind her back won't shock me at all." She said then rolled her eyes.

I understand her. She cares for me that's why she's like that. She doesn't want me to be hurt.

I unconsciously bit my nails as the possibility suddenly kicks in my thought. My heard thump in distress as I silently wish it won't be true. I knew for some reason that he loves me. Not as much as I probably love him but I'm sure he still loves me, right? I mean he won't stay in a relationship with me if he doesn't.

"Just confront him about it. Ask him why he's acting this way." Jiguem unnie suggested that I ended up just agreeing to. I don't have a choice because I also think that will be the best decision to do right now.

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I'm here waiting for him outside their apartment building. It's just a couple of blocks away from where we're staying so I just walked myself here. It's already night time so nobody's around. The streets are dead silent and almost scary if it wasn't for the peaceful vibe.

I breath in some fresh air and tried to sit at the corner to wait for him. Jaehyun said that Taeyong usually go in the convenient store during this time to avoid people so he'll be out anytime soon.

I snapped my head over the other side when I heard some noise and there he is. Lee Taeyong wearing his hoody and a sweat pants. He didn't have his hood on so it was easy for me to notice his bright red hair color.

I smiled at the sight of him and felt how I badly I missed him. I was about to walk towards him but my steps halted when I saw him happily talking through his phone. Who is he talking to?

"Taeyong oppa." I called him. He looked at me and his smile slowly fades.

"I'll call you again." He said. He hangs up then looked at me. I wanted to ask who it was but I just want to hug him. I haven't seen him for weeks!

"Y/n? What are you doing here?" There isn't a smiling Taeyong anymore. Now, only a slightly mad with furrowing brows Taeyong is present.

"Jaehyun oppa said you usually go out during this hour so I tried my luck and hoped I'll see you." I said then pout. I saw how he clenched his jaw then sighed heavily.

"Come on, I'll take you back to your dorm." I just gave him a nod before walking behind him.

At least I got to walk with him and spend a couple of minutes together, right?

The girls and I are now sharing a dorm since they're already planning our debut. Finally.

Since it wasn't that far, we arrived fast. I was pouting and a little sad since we haven't really talk even during the walk.

I faced him and bit my lip as I saw him staring at me intently. It wasn't the same way he stares at me but I don't care. I believe that I can still fix this. I can still fix us.

"Taeyong, can we hang out tomorrow?" I asked him smiling. He sighed.

"You know I can't be seen in public, right?" He sounded a bit sarcastic that made me sad even more. He never been sarcastic to me before just when he wants to tease me.

"I didn't mean we go out in public places. We c-can hang out in the Sm Building like before." I said really trying to spend some time with him.

His eyes were cold while staring at me. Like as if he was staring at someone he doesn't know, someone he doesn't care about. And it hurst me. It hurts me big time.

"I'm busy. Why tomorrow?" he asked carelessly.

I felt my eyes heated up after what he asked and I just tried to pull up a smile so he won't notice it.

"Ah~ Nothing! Nevermind, thank you for walking me here and take care on your way back." I said then bowed my head before hurrying myself inside.

I sighed. A deep one. How come he always forgot our monthsary?

When I entered the dorm, they were all in the living room watching some kdrama. They were laughing but when they saw me, their mood changes up.

"What happened? Why are you back so early?" one of them asked.

"Where is Taeyong? Did you guys talk?"

"Hey, are you okay?" Jiguem unnie asked and it almost made me breakdown right there. But I stopped myself. I put so much trouble in us already. I don't want them getting messed up because of my emotions.

I tried smiling but I didn't know if it went well.

"I'm okay. I'll head to my room first." And I didn't wait for their response. I just walk my ass in my room like a lifeless creature.

When I made it inside the room felt quiet and empty. I hated it. I used to fill this room with laughter and giggles because of him but now it's plain... lifeless. Like me.

I was about to lay down when my phone beeped. I lazily fished it from my pocket and saw that Jaehyun sent me a message.

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Jaehyun

I think Taeyong is cheating behind your back, Y/n. I'm sorry.

Part 2

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eeunoia · 4 years

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An Idol’s Girl | l.ty

Okay, first of all, thank you to those who liked the part one. Here’s the part two hehe! Enjoy!!!

Summary: Y/N’s and Taeyong’s relationship is on a rocky road.

Part 2

Y/N

Saturdays should be relaxing for me. It used to be my favorite day of the week since that is the day that we won't have training. But today wasn't just happy for me.Things between me and Taeyong are slowly breaking. It wasn't really great specially that one of his members told me that he maybe cheating behind my back

It was already late at night but my annoying ass craved for food so I have to get out of the dorm and buy some snacks. Since I don't have anything else to do, I gave in from my cravings and decided to go.

After successfully buying all the snacks that will satisfy my cravings, I started walking back to our dorm. I was about to turn at the corner to our street when something caught my attention. It was a familiar built of a person. I tilted my head trying to shaken up my thoughts. That won't be true! He can't be outside at this hour since he have schedule tomorrow.

"That can't be Taeyong. I heard from their manager that they have a schedule tomorrow morning." I muttered convincing myself and was already ready to push forward when I heard the person talk.

He's actually not alone. I can see another figure with him and I can pinpoint that its a girl because of its long hair and mini-skirt. They were at the other corner. That street were usually quiet but it wasn't a scary one. It's just, people living around that area usually sleeps earlier than other people.

"Yah! You're so unfair, baby." He sounded so like Taeyong.

I'm slightly far away from them. A safe distance enough for me to see and heard both of them without getting myself caught. I crouched myself hiding behind some post and stared at the two figures.

I grabbed my phone then dialed Taeyong's number. I took a sneak over the guy and saw how he pulled his phone from the pocket of his jacket.

Wtf? So it is Taeyong? But I was even more shock when he answered my call!

"What?"

Wow! And he even sounded pissed at me for calling! Shouldn't I be the one to be pissed? I sighed heavily and quickly composed myself. I need to act normal or he'll think weirdly at me.

"W-where are you?"

"I'm at the dorm. I need to sleep now since I'll be early tomorrow."

Great. What a great liar. I gulped trying to lose the lump slowly building up inside my throat. I even tried hard to stop tears running down from my eyes. Why am I crying? I already expected this! Why does it still hurt as hell?

I turn my heels at the direction of our dorm but I stopped my tracks. I decided do one thing I think I should have done before.

I marched myself towards the two of them and now it was clear to me. I saw him holding one of the hands of the girl in front of him. She was familiar since she's a new trainee in our company. Probably why she's together with Taeyong now.

I pushed the girl hard that shook both of them. They looked towards my direction and I saw how Taeyong's reaction changed. He looked stunned seeing me right in front of him and the girl looked annoyed that I pushed her.

"How dare you cheat over me when all I do is to be loyal to you? How can you do this to me Taeyong? What did I ever do to you? What did I do to deserve this?" It was too late to stop the tears. It was way too painful to prevent them so I let them all out. I let my emotions take over me.

The girl looked like as if it was her first time to be betrayed.

"Is that true?" she sounded hurt as well but I'm sure that's nothing compare to what I'm feeling right now. Taeyong just looked at her not saying even a single word.

I didn't flinched when the girl slapped Taeyong.

"I hate you! Cheater!" she didn't waste a time to leave.

Soon Taeyong's glaring eyes were on me. How can he be mad at me when he's the one caught cheating? He's really unbelievable.

"Happy now?" he asked, voice full of sarcasm. I shook my head.

"Not yet." his brows furrowed at what I said and there I slapped his face without a warning.I heard his soft grunt from pain but I don't mind. I think he deserves it.

"This will be the last time I'll let you hurt me. Let's break up, Taeyong."

And after that, I left. My heart was broken but at least I think I saved myself from a toxic relationship.

After 2 weeks

"Hi Y/n!" I saw one of the staffs greeted me so I waved at her.

I'm so excited for us to debut. We really prepared for it and the management said that we'll shoot our music video next week. That made us really really excited and everything felt real now.

"Hey, Y/n! What time will you go home?" I turned my head at her then chugged to my water bottle before answering.We have finished practicing our choreo and dismissed early since they said we did great for today.

"Maybe later. You can go ahead first, unnie." I said to Jiguem unnie. She nodded her head and heads out.

I've been dreaming for our debut so I really want everything to be perfect. I decided to stay for a little more so I can practice. Being a trainee for only a short period of time surely burdens me since other people may think I don’t deserve to debut right away if I don’t achieve their standards.

After tiring myself down, I started fixing my things so I can leave already. I was finishing tidying up when I heard the practice room's door opened.

I looked over and didn't expect to see all the members of NCT 127 were here except from Taeyong. Why are they here?

"Y/n..." Yuta oppa called me. I smiled at them.

They walked inside and Haechan quickly walked his way to me. I pursed my lips and smiled again when he soon hugged me. Aww this clingy baby. I hugged him back as he snuggled closer.

"What are you doing here oppa?" I asked curious why they're here.They have their schedules thats why I was wondering what they're doing right here.

"It's because we missed you, Y/n. Why aren't you visiting us in our practice room? In our showcases? Our shows? Our dorm?" Doyoung oppa fired questions at me and I was slightly taken a back. They still don't know?

"Doyoung hyung's right noona! We miss you cooking for us!" Haechan complained still giving me a hug.

I tried smiling at them. Alright, I think Taeyong's having a hard time admitting to his members that we broke up since I was close to them. He doesn't want to upset them I guess. I should just wait for him to tell himself. For now, I'll pretend.

"Mianhe~ I was just busy these past few weeks so I c-couldn't visit." I said almost choking up with my own voice. If theres anything I hate the most, it would be lying.

They sighed and I felt Jaehyun's stare at me. I'm close to him since he's the same age as me. He was the first one to know about how I feel about Taeyong. He also updates me about him before and we somehow grew bond from it.

"You lose a lot of weight, Y/n. I don't like it. Are they pressuring you for your debut?" Jaehyun asked softly. He's just beside me so he was staring at me. I felt a little uncomfortable so I just gave him a chuckle.

"Jaehyun's right, Y/n. You don't have to lose so much weight. You already look amazing for us." Johnny oppa.

Ah jinjja, this boys are sent from heaven. Ever since that I became close to them, they cared for me like their very own sister.

"You should eat more, noona. You'll be tired because of the debut. You should take care of your health even more." Mark then followed up with his worried looking face.I pouted almost tearing up. I'm so thankful for all of them.

"Make sure to eat at the right time, Y/n-ah." Taeil oppa

."They're right, noona!" Jungwoo.

Oh this cutie!I chuckled, "Yeah I'll make sure to eat." I said trying to make them feel assured.

"You should." Jaehyun said again.

We all looked at the door again when we saw their manager. "There you are, we need to go." He said then gave me a smile.

They all nodded their head and told him they'll follow. He then left and the boys soon gave me hugs before leaving.

"We know theres something wrong with you and Taeyong because he's not himself lately as well." Johnny oppa said when it was just him and Jaehyun that are left. I laughed bitterly.

"You should go, oppa." I said convincing both of them. They nodded then Johnny oppa headed towards the door.

"What?" I asked Jaehyun when I caught him staring.

"You better take care of yourself, Y/n." he warned me. I chuckled then just gave him a nod before tilting my head to motion him to leave.

He rolled his eyes before messing my hair before finally leaving me alone.Wtf? Taeyong's not himself lately? Why? Is it because we broke up?

Ey~ Y/n, pabo-yah! Of course not! Its surely not because of me. Maybe because of the other girl? Hmmm, right. That's probably it.

Why is he still bothering me after the break up? Aish.I sighed heavily and just tried to shrug the thought off. I should get him out of my system.While I was heading towards the building's halls, somebody called my name.

"Y/n." My head snapped towards him when I heard his voice. I hated myself for reacting so fast.And my heart! Why is it beating so damn fast for a cheater like him?

Despite of the hatred, I kind of feel worried when I saw how stressed he looked like right now. I wanted to scream and nag at him to take good care of himself. But who am I? I should stay away from him and just mind my own business.But my heart slightly ache at how lifeless he looks like. It reminds of me weeks ago. That was how I look like during my miserable state.

"Why didn't you told your members that we already broke up?" I asked him straight-forward when I remembered about it.It still hurt me honestly but I should just get used to with the pain. Maybe that'll make me stronger.

"I d-don't know how to say it." He said in a low voice. I saw how he licked his lips then ran his hand over his hair.

Alright. I admit it.I still have this small hope that he'll tell me he still wants me. That he couldn't tell his members because he's regretting what he've done to me. That he wanted to fix us.

"Ahh." that was all that came out from my mouth. I was disappointed and I didn't even bother to hide it from him. So what if he saw that he still affects me? That he still hurt me? That's the truth!The moment I turned away from him, my tears fell like crazy. All the tears that I'm preventing to fall poured out the moment I turned my heels.I thought the moment I stayed away from him it will lessen the pain. I thought my feelings will slowly subdue because of the awful things he made me feel.

But I was wrong. It only made me miss him.

1 week later

It's been a week since the day I met Taeyong. I tried even hard to avoid him. I even avoid his members so it will be a little chance of meeting him. I felt bad since I'm also close to them already but it did help a little.

"Y/n!" I looked at one of my members when she called out my name. We're at the practice room.

"Hmm?" I asked.

"NCT's manager is looking for you." I felt nervous at what I heard.I went out without wasting a time and I did see Manager oppa outside. He looked serious but still he managed to give me a small smile.

"Oppa." I said as I greeting.

"Can we talk, Y/n?" he asked using a low yet calm voice.I was hesitating but nodded my head afterwards. We both went to the cafe just inside the company and settled ourselves in. He even ordered a drink for me so I thanked him.

"Okay, I want to be straight-forward." Manager oppa. I looked at him still feeling nervous

."I think you and Taeyong needs a break from each other, Y/n. The President and I noticed that he's not doing well lately and we're worried its because you're affecting him."

I wasn't expecting what he's saying right now. My tears unconsciously fell without me even realizing it. I saw him getting aware of it and looking worried for me.

"You've got to be kidding me, Manager oppa." I said sounding a little amused.

"No. I mean---" I cut what he's saying."We're already over, oppa. It's been almost a month since we broken up." I said coldly.

Taeyong still didn't told them about us? What is he thinking?

"W-What? Why didn't he told us? Why didn't y-you told us? Is that the reason why he's not okay right now?"

"I don't know oppa. But the last time we talked he told me that he doesn't know how to say it. I'm pretty sure he's perfectly fine when we broke up." I said then wiped off my tears. I stood up and bowed once again before walking off but stopped mid-way.

I sighed then look back."Please take good care of him, oppa."

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3rd Person's

Their manager still can't process what he figured out. Taeyong and Y/n have broken up and he's keeping it from them. He knew something was already wrong but he didn't knew that they broke up.

He sure find it odd that Y/n don't come and visit him oftenly like before. He thought she was just busy because of her upcoming debut.He sighed heavily and went back to where the NCT are.

"Taeyong..." All the boys were exhausted because of the hardcore dance choreo but they still manage to look over him.

"We need to talk." He said seriously and the members can't help but to look over their leader wondering what's going on.

Taeyong gave him a lazy nod before following him."I talked to Y/n." he started and just enough to caught his full attention.They boy were full of sweat and now looking nervous as he saw him bite his lip and ran his hand over his now covered with sweat hair.

"W-what did you say to her?"I told her to break up with you." Taeyong gulped at what he heard.He felt like as if all of his strength just flew away from his already weak body. He can't believe how he copes up even though he don't sleep that well. He's not getting any sleep this past weeks. Every since she left him, it wasn't the same anymore. Everything's a mess.

"And what did she told you?"

"She told me the truth, Taeyong. Why didn't you tell me? Why are you keeping it to yourself?" He was actually sad to found out the two ended up like this. He always thought they look perfect for each other.

He saw how they both loved each other. He didn't know they'll end up breaking up. He even supported them.

"I was just waiting for the right time to tell you." Taeyong said coldly. He doesn't want to talk about it anymore. It'll just worsen his feeling. It will just give him more sleepless nights.

"Right time? Taeyong, theres obviously something wrong with you! You look miserable! Y/n's doing fine! Why are you like this?"

Taeyong looked away.

"I regret hurting her, hyung. I was a jerk for cheating over her. I was an asshole because I took her for granted. I don't know what else to do. I just... want her back." he said using a low voice before walking away.

Their manager almost didn't recognize the Taeyong he talked to. It wasn't him at all. The Taeyong he knew is always determined over things and very lively.

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Y/N

I entered their dorm and I found them all gathered up in their living room. All of them looked so worried.

"Where is he?" I asked them. But even before they can give me an answer, I heard a loud crash from his room.I looked at his room. I walked towards it and I felt some of the members followed behind me.

"Taeyong! Open the door!" I shouted then knocked at his door.I got no response from him and my heart can't help but to thump even louder. I'm worried for him! I was just having a peaceful night at our dorm and they just called me out of nowhere because he locked himself inside and didn't come out all day.

"Do you guys have a spare key of his room?" I asked them. They all nodded.

"Why didn't you open it and just talk to him?"

"He won't listen to us, Y/n. W-We don't know what to do anymore." Taeil oppa said completely worried. I sighed then told them to get the key and hand it to me.

I opened his room's door and broken things were all over. Beers in cans are scattered over the concrete floor of his room. Even the broken bottle of some liquors.

I found Taeyong sitting on the side of his bed with his hands clenching his hair.I felt like my heart was broken once again at the sight of him. He don't look like Taeyong at all. What happened to him?I slowly went closer to him as I saw the members silently shutting the door to give us privacy. I crouched in front of him so we can be at the same level.

"Y/n?"

He sounded so shock to see him in front of him. I tried my best to smile at him.

"Yes, its me." I said then slowly held his hands and take it off his hair.He did but I was shock when he embraced me tightly.

"I'm a jerk for hurting you, Y/n. I was a fool to think you cheated on me over Jaehyun! I confronted him when I couldn't take it anymore and he told me that you guys were just friends and it was just a misunderstanding." Taeyong said sobbing.

I was heartbroken at what I heard from him. He cheated on me because he thought I cheated on him with Jaehyun? That's why he became cold suddenly!

"Taeyong, you need to lay down at your bed." I said when I felt that he's slightly burning up. He have a fever.

"P-Please take me back. I was wrong. I'm sorry, Y/n. Please, I love you. I can't take it anymore. I'm in so much pain. Please save me." he said continuously that made me cry too.

"Shh, enough. Can you stand up?" I asked him softly.He didn't answer but I supported him and luckily he cooperated. I managed to make him sit over his bed.

I wiped away his tears and sweats as well. He's still staring at me and I really need to change his clothes because it's soaked. I don't want to get sick even more.I stood up to go and get some clothes but he took a grip at my wrist.

"Please don't leave me." I was taken a back at what he said. He sounded so scared.I smiled then dropped a kiss over his hot forehead, "I'll just get some clothes so you can change." I said.

He was hesitating to let go I but I managed to convince him. I made it quick. I just grabbed a t-shirt and a face towel. I damp it with warm water so I can clean him before I change his clothes.

When I went back over his bed, his eyes were following me.

"Clothes off." I said. He was a little weak so I assist him.I changed him into new clothes and even clean him. I made him lay down and he did obey. He probably feel really bad right now since he doesn't complain.

"You have to eat so you can take medicine." I said and was about to walk towards the door to tell the members but he grabbed my hands once again.He still looked weak but you can tell he doesn't want to let go of his grip of me.

"Where are you going? Please don't leave me." I felt bad hearing him beg. I smiled at him warmly.

"I'll just tell the members to cook for you. I'll be back, okay?" I said softly at him.I saw fear over his eyes.

"B-Be back." I smiled then nodded.

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T A E Y O N G

I was woken up by the beam of sun-lights that is touching my face. I quickly sat up at the fear that what happened yesterday was all a dream.

A towel fell from my forehead and I feel a lot better now. I think I have gain enough strength again.I'm not dreaming? She's really here? Y/n's here? She came back? I stood up even though I still feel a little bit dizy.

I roamed my eyes around my room and felt nervous when I saw that my room was clean. Theres also no sign of her.I went outside of my room and I saw them at our living room. They all looked over at me.

"Where's Y/n? Did she really came here last night? I w-wasn't dreaming right?"

"Chill hyung! Y/n noona's at the kitchen cooking for us." Mark answered with a smile over his lips.

I think I sighed heavily at what I heard. I walked towards the kitchen to check for her.My heart raced at the sight of her back. She's really here. I wasn't dreaming! I was just starring at her and since she's busy cooking she didn't noticed.I enjoyed looking at her. I missed her. I so fucking missed everything about her.

She turned around and her eyes grew big when she saw me standing at the entrance of the kitchen.

"Taeyong! Why did you left your bed? Are you feeling okay now?" she said sounded so worried and rushed herself towards me.She placed the back of her hand at my forehead to check if I still have a fever but I pulled her into a hug. I buried my face in her neck and I felt her stiffened.

"I'm sorry baby. Please take me back."I started and I felt her stood still because of what I said.

"I saw Jaehyun and you went out one time and me being the jealous boyfriend jumped into conclusions that you cheated behind my back."

"Why would you think I will cheat on you? Don't you trust me? And besides, Jaehyun's your friend! He won't do that to you!" she said.I pouted and inhaled her scent. I loved her scent and I missed it so much. I almost buy the perfume she's using so I can spray it all over my room to ease the longing feeling I've felt for her.

"I've always thought you liked him first before me. You two clicked the first time we met each other." I admit for the first time.

"That's because I'm nervous around you! I felt completely okay when I'm around your members but when it's you, I'm very conscious of myself. It's you who I liked first, Taeyong." she said. I pulled of the hug and looked at her with a pouty face.

"I'm sorry. Please forgive me for what I've done." I said and I saw how she stares at me.

"I really love you, Y/n. I was stupid to do that to you. Please, forgive me and give me another chance to prove my love for you."

I was very nervous actually that she'll never forgive me. After what I've done, I understand her.We were both silent and I'm slowly losing my hope when she suddenly held my hand.

"I love you too, Taeyong and yes. I'll forgive you. Let's start again." she said.

I leaned over and kissed her over her cheeks. I stopped myself from kissing her over her lips because I'm afraid I'll get her sick too.

"You have no idea how happy you made me." I said then hugged her once again."I love you so much, Y/n."

The End

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