#straight up tho i am trying to b patient n whatever abt all this cuz like idk whats goin on w her idk whats up

[tiredrobin]

coworker who lives at mad at me island threw a mini tantrum this morning (literally threw) (lol. lmao) but didnt give me a reason why until right before i was leaving (the reason was something i didnt know was a thing) n im sitting here like ohhhhh we're communicating like high schoolers now. i see. otay <3

#robin rambles #hashtag girl #at this point i just think its funny like what is going on with u #if ur not gonna communicate w me im not gonna entertain whatever this is #like she coulda seriously been like 'hey robin this is a thing now' #n i woulda been like 'oh otay i didnt know. got it boss' #like girl when i said i was gonna make an active effort not to take everything u say negatively like i was i meant it! ive been putting in #the effort! #to what end tho like now shes always just annoyed w me #bein like hey sorry i was misinterpreting ur behaviors n thats on me n ill work on not assuming ur being hostile #only for every other interaction to become like. subtly hostile in that shes annoyed w me or impatient w me or whatever #like bro. what da hell am i supposed to do. smh #unfortunately i cannot apologize for smth idk anything abt. u gotta use ur words!!! #i thot u were an adult!!! #straight up tho i am trying to b patient n whatever abt all this cuz like idk whats goin on w her idk whats up #mayb my og apology had felt disingenuous or was somehow triggering i #*or something. like it cld b anything #it just gets emotionally a lil exhausting when idk the problem and im trying so so hard to maintain my reactions n keep calm #this whole thing just makes me anxious all the time. i try to tell myself it isnt bothering me but not knowing why any of this is actually l #happening is like. stressful #n frankly at this point i think im allowed to react plainly or blankly or with mild annoyance cuz thats literally all im getting from her #we say good morning all cool and sometimes she makes a joke but its like overall my existence is just annoying to her or smth cuz she barely #even bothers trying to look me in the eye #like. man. what da hell goin on