#still trying to shake off the inherent cringe of actually writing batman fanfiction like i can talk about it online with you guys

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I brought my flash drive with my fic on it to work, plugged it in, wrote a paragraph, and got too nervous and took it out lol

I just can't do it, maybe I need my own lil laptop so I'm not paranoid of leaving traces of it on work stuff

#i mean we're not even to the smut yet. if ive decided there's even going to be *smut smut #still trying to shake off the inherent cringe of actually writing batman fanfiction like i can talk about it online with you guys #but saying it out loud is like. no. #but its coming together (ive said for the upteenth time) #but it really is! #(outline is vaguely: Horror Intro/Setup - Investigation - Discovery - Villian Reveal - Conflict - Chase - Returning To The House) #(More Horror) #(Questionable Morals and Possible Monster Fucking) #(More Horror - The Changing Pt 2 - Miscommunication & Denial) #(Yearning & Acceptance - Resolution.) #can't wait to put them both through it #about to hit the villian reveal & conflict which has been taking me the longest #need to get it to flow in a way that doesn't bother me later #the changing and beyond is going to fly by because I already Know how i want it to sound #you guys should see my sporadic notes app for this fic its insane maybe I'll post it after the fic is finished lol #(a lot of it is already in there and gets written almost verbatim) #(but pulling it out in places so it makes sense to other people takes longer lol )