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#staring a slew of numbers that are supposed to determine my health and trying desperately to change them is all too familiar
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this class is going to make me fucking relapse
#staring a slew of numbers that are supposed to determine my health and trying desperately to change them is all too familiar
#way too familiar.
#the feeling of failure when they go up instead of down
#the feeling of joy when they do finally go down
#all too much
#all too familiar
#i feel all to similar to the way i did then
#and it's a slippery slope but i can't sacrifice my grade
#it's all too fucking much
#and the scary part is it's only the logical side of me that makes me anxious
#i /want/ to start doing that again
#i /want/ to feel that way again
#and it's not even entirely logic
#part of what's holding me back is really just 'you don't have the self control for that anyway'
#but i do
#because i did it before
#and i usually try to break that spiral of thoughts but i kind of haven't
#i just push it onto the back burner because i really cannot seem to kick those thoughts
#i feel so sick
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