#sorry this turned into a vent uhm just dont look deeper in the tags and youll be fine 💀

[theevilicecreamsoda]

I want a ghost to share life with. I want to share my life with someone who never to enjoy theirs fully. I want to hold their hand and as they hold mine, their fingers barely palpable. But it’s okay, both our hands are cold.

#sorry this turned into a vent uhm just dont look deeper in the tags and youll be fine 💀 #i feel lonely but in a weird way #i wish i could love someone who i couldnt hurt but tbh i dont think si #ive been keeping people at arms length distance not for myself but for them #so i cant hurt them but its so lonely #a small part of me is always hopes that i wont be but i just know that i couldnt #i mean im pretty sure you all hate me anyways cause of all these vent posts 😭 #and for oversharing #or being too negative #vent #or for overstepping boundaries #or for being a bad person #or being annoying 💀 #I’ll probably delete all my vent posts later tonight