#sorry for the influx of these i have been in a weird sorta state

[defensivelee]

shits so weird lately i used to think about my future as if it was very very near but now it feels more far away than ever. i cant emphasize how much it feels like im never ever getting there but it's as if i cant even imagine it anymore it feels like a fantasy

#i want it to be real but by all the stars yknow #how can it be #vent cw #sorry for the influx of these i have been in a weird sorta state #think im on the last stretch of things