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#something notable. like the cool dotted pattern or the stripey veiny looking one
icewindandboringhorror
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Some recent pressed leaves and stuff to add to the collection :0
#LOV giant nasturtium leaves
#and they press weirdly thin like when they dry out it's almost like a super super fragile sheet of tracing paper or something
#I also just really enjoy collecting textures and patterns and stuff. like it's not really about them looking pretty but more just
#something notable. like the cool dotted pattern or the stripey veiny looking one
#I have so much I want to get done by the end of the year but have been so unproductive still lol ToT
#I've had new costumes and like Actual Stuff To Post for probably 2 months now but they just sit in a folder and I forget about
#them and like walk in circles talking to myself all day instead or something hhh
#I think it's the classic cycle of like 'I am too stressed to be productive > the fact that i'm not being productive stresses me out > i am
#even more stressed and no more productive > being unproductive stresses me out > so on and so forth forever' lol
#or the 'I have so many goals in life and so much motivation and so many things I love and want to do > there are too many things to do
#at once and it's overwhelming > do none of them instead' cycle lol
#I think my main focuses in the new year though are to finally finish the worldbuilding slideshow. Do more costumes. And do more sculptures
#since I haven't done a lot of those in a while. And still work on my games and short stories and stuff that takes place in my worldbuilding
#world but those are more difficult longterm tasks so I think they should be like. not the MAIN main focus or else I'll never feel like I do
#anything. I think that was the problem for the past while is that the things I had delegated as my Main Focuses That Go Above All Else
#are so long and difficult and tedious that you never feel like you're making progress so it's like you're ignoring all the other stuff you
#could be doing in favor of a thing that feels like you're not doing anything thus you get a chronic feeling of never finishing anything ever
#Whereas like. I can do a sculpture in a day or two. and I can do costumes in a day or less. Having a steadier flow of Small Things i can fee
#l like I'm actually accomplishing will maybe help it not just be like 'okay I spent a whole day doing somehting and have nothing tangible to
#show for it because it's just text in a word document that probably nothing will ever even come of because it will take me years to finish'
#The biggest insurmountable task at the moment is the worldbuilding slideshow but I am chugging through.. slowly lol.. It takes me about
#2 hours to read 25 slides (they're not bullet points it's like little paragraphs on each slide). and I have about 800 to go. so thats..
#naur.. i shant even calculate it... plus editing one hour of vidoe usually takes about 2 hours so you double it. if I have that much recordi
#ng of me reading slides to edit. then turning them all into a final video should take.... i cannot say. i shall not think of it
#And I've just had a very stressful few weeks HOWEVER I just always like tp start the new year with stuff cleared like.. all of my messages I
#haven't answered in 3+ weeks responded to. all of my emails to my doctors checked. house cleaned and organized. photos cleared and organized
#off of the computer. everyting backed up in some sort of physical storage. clear out drafts. rewrite all of my main todo lists. decide prio
#rities and yearly/monthly/weekly goals. consider the trajectory of my life and what I need to do. etc. etc. So I feel like I don't have any
#time to waste and can't rest. yet.. alas.. It doesn't help that I feel sick out of nowehre like 50% of the time
#I know some poeple can work/focus on tasks with body aches and etc. but my brain is just always like 'No. :)' .. grrrbb
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