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pumpkin-spice-whump-latte · 5 years

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whumptober #3: Delirium

Well hello hello everyone! Can you believe I’m actually writing a THIRD day? In a ROW? Shit, I shouldn’t jinx it, honestly. This is another story with my oc’s Ben and Dr. Tillman. Still finding out about them as I go along, and I managed to find out something important through this prompt.

tw: drowning, child abuse, drugs

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Experiment number fifty-four. Drug administered at 0900 hours, starting to see effects. Temperature now at 103.2. Skin very hot to the touch. Subject seems to be losing recognition of surroundings. Hyperpyrexia possible, will initiate fail-safe if temperature rises above 105.

The scientist went on calmly murmuring field notes into his handheld tape recorder, standing over the subject on the examination table. His little lab rat’s cheeks stood out dark red with fever, and that same flush had spread down his chest and out to his ears. His brown eyes were unfocused and filled with unshed tears, his muscles racked with shivers and shakes despite being so hot. Someone with a fever this high should be a warm, comfy bed. They should be looked after by someone who could make chicken noodle soup and put a cool compress on their burning forehead. Someone who could murmur comforting nothings in the face of their aches and pains and general misery, reassuring them that everything would be alright.

Dr. Tillman didn’t have a can of chicken noodle soup in his entire laboratory.

And anyway. That sort of treatment was for people, not rats.

He felt no ounce of remorse or pity as the subject gripped weakly at the arm of his white lab coat. “M’gonna...b-be la-late for...school. Aren’t I, Ma?” Dr. Tillman detached that gripping hand with a sneer.

“I am not your mother, boy. And be glad of that. You wouldn’t survive two minutes.” He picked up a few pieces of paper and set them on random spots over the subject’s bare flesh. Watching them carefully until the subject’s shaking made a few of them slide right off.

The scientist cracked a back hand across Ben’s cheek, making his already hurting head rock sharply to the right. A thin trickle of blood started to fall from his nose, and a confused keening sound eeked from his parched throat. “M-ma? Why... Wha--”

“Oh shut up.” The scientist rolled his eyes. “And try to stay still, you wriggling little worm, or I’ll have to strap you down again. Do you want that? Huh???” His voice got increasingly loud until the subject on the table shrank back and shook his head frantically.

“N-no... Sorry, Ma. I’ll be quiet...”

After that the scientist resumed his paper test, pleased to find a few of the little strips actually started to catch fire upon contact with the subject’s skin. “Fascinating...” He murmured, beginning to record that in his little handheld device.

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

The frantic cry of one of the machines hooked up to his subject sliced through the otherwise quiet room, alarming Dr. Tillman immediately. The subject’s temperature read at 105.5 on the monitor. He swore under his breath, repeatedly, before unhooking the machines as quickly as he could. The loud sound, along with his own sense of urgency, trickling through to the subject’s foggy brain and made him start getting scared too. Weak hands tried desperately to cling to the scientist when he picked him up, scrambling uselessly at his shoulders and arms with fingers that wouldn’t have been able to even hold up a coffee cup.

“DAMN you, stop it! We have to get you to the fail-safe room!”

As it turned out, the fail-safe room was the bathroom. It already had a tub of cool water that Dr. Tillman fully intended on dunking his subject into, if it wasn’t for the inhuman screeching that started up as soon as the subject saw the water.

“n-NO! NO PL- PLEASE??? MA PLEASE I’LL BE GOOD DON’T DUNK ME AGAIN. I’M S-SORRY I’M LATE FOR SCHOOL AGAIN I’M SORRY I’M S-SICK PLEASE PLEASE DON’T NOT AGAIN--” The pleas went on like that until Dr. Tillman, disgusted and at a loss, just dropped the wriggling, panicked man right in.

That was...apparently...the right thing to do??? Instead of more struggling, the subject just went absolutely still and quiet. His thrashing ceased entirely and he stared straight up at the ceiling as the water around him sizzled and steamed. He was so hot that he was steaming the damn water. Incredible.

Dr. Tillman knelt beside the tub and took out a little forehead thermometer, setting it against the man’s temple. 104.9. A little better, at least. At least it wasn’t going up. He didn’t want to lose another one. Just then his arm was being grabbed again, but this time the subject didn’t plead with him. Just looked at him with eyes so betrayed and hurt that it almost--almost--looked human.

He had to shake his head and remind himself that once someone crossed the threshold into his laboratory, they no longer qualified as “human.” Or, at least, they wouldn’t for long.

“M’sorry, Ma.” The mumble came from quivering lips, and instead of denying the subject’s delusion again, Dr. Tillman pounced upon it.

Just for fun.

“Sorry for what, boy?”

“...For...I d-dunno... You never r-really t-tell me. It’s a-always s-something though... M’sorry... I wish you didn’t h-have to hold me under so long...” Ah, so there was some kind of abuse going on with the rat’s mother? Interesting. He’d seemed to grow up just fine despite it; going on to become a notable figure in a local hospital. Decorated with degrees and extra letters on the end of his name. And yet here he was, naked and shivering, begging the ghost of his mother not to drown him again.

Fascinating.

The scientist his hand against the subject’s chest--still so hot to the touch--and started to gently

p u s h.

This time, instead of begging and pleading, the man just squeezed his eyes shut. Took in a deep breath and held it. He knew what was coming. He knew, in his brain that had tried to find solace in the past but only flipped itself out of a frying pan and into another fire, that he was going under the water. And like a little boy he believed there was nothing he could do about it.

“...Tell me you love me, boy. And I won’t put you under this time.”

The subject’s eyes flew open, astonished by the second chance to be good and grasping at it like a lifeline. His tongue practically tripped over itself to comply. “I love you Ma, I love you, I’m sorry, I love you.”

The scientist let his eyes drift closed. Soaked those words in. Even if they were fake. Even if they were under duress. Even if they were in the throws of a high fever and directed toward a mother that wasn’t even there. Even if he’d sooner shove a can of chicken noodle soup up the man’s ass before he lovingly fed him with it...

It was nice to pretend for a moment.

The hand come off the subject’s chest, and an arm curled around those shaking shoulders. Helping him stay above the water.

“Good boy. What a good boy you are.” It was nice to pretend.

#whumptober2019 #no.3 #tw: drowning #tw: child abuse #tw: drugs #delirium

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xukunstellation · 6 years

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Finals and Kisses || Lin Yanjun

Title: Finals and Kisses Pairing: Reader x Yanjun Genre: Fluff Word Count: 1123 words Summary: It’s final exam season and you’re stressing the hell out. Good thing you have a loving boyfriend whose there to calm you down.

A/N: Wow, Yanjun stans are being fed well with all this content lmao. It’s still final exam season for me, so it’s the perfect time for me to write this. Good to luck to all you who are suffering from their studies. You can do it!

lowkey annoyed bc i accidentally posted this before it was finished fml

but that’s not important so let’s move on

ahhhh it’s everyone’s favorite time of the year

aka final exams season

welcome to hell

you might as well believe you’re in the middle of an apocalypse since everyone in your school seems to be zombies, completely dead from all of the all nighters being pulled and all of the information being crammed into their heads

you convinced yourself that you wouldn’t put things off until the last minute since you wanted to end the school year with a bang

except the only thing you want to bang is your boyfriend omg i’m crying lemme stop i am so sorry your head against the wall

unfortunately, things didn’t go according to plan

instead of taking the time to study, you were off going on multiple dates with your boyfriend yanjun

it was one of those rare times where he was free from training to spend time with you, so you figured you could sacrifice a little study time for him

except you may have sacrificed a little too much time

two finals on monday, a portfolio on wednesday and two more finals on thursday within the upcoming week

this is actually my real schedule for finals someone save me pls

when yanjun found out you weren't studying bc of him, he immediately felt guilty and scolded you for putting him first before your grades

he was still really thankful and touched but you need to graduate bub

you were reluctant to hit the books bc why study when you have a handsome af boyfriend to cuddle, you know?

so yanjun came up with a compromise to have a study date

that way you'll actually get some studying done for your finals and get to spend time with him

the two of you decided on going to a cozy café owned by this sweet old lady who adored you and yanjun due to your frequent dates at her café

it was tucked away in a slightly less populated area, so you didn't have to worry too much about yanjun being noticed

entering the café, the owner warmly greeted you and ushered you to a table in the back to give you and yanjun some privacy

and now it was time to get busy

soon, textbooks and sheets of paper were strewn haphazardly across the table. a rainbow of highlighters decorated these papers as well as a plethora of sticky notes pasted onto them to mark important parts

realizing that there was so much information you didn't remember, anxiety and nerves started bubbling in your stomach. you could also feel a headache coming on

yanjun knew this wasn’t the time to joke around since your grades were on the line so he did his best to help you with the subjects he had some knowledge with

during the subjects he wasn't too good with, he wrote you encouraging little post it notes with funny doodles on them to make you laugh and relieve some of your stress

you can do it, babe!

just a little more to go

congrats on getting through this chapter, (y/n)

my baby is so smart

he would tuck these post its into certain parts of your notes and textbook so that you'll be able to read them when you got to those pages, making you smile whenever you came across one

before you knew it, almost two hours had passed

groaning, you dropped your head down. thankfully, yanjun's reflexes were super quick and he managed to slide his arm underneath your forehead before it collided with the table

"you okay there?" he chuckled

you whined against his arm, only making the male laugh at your misery

"we've been here forever and i'm still not even close to being done," you tiredly complained. "i'm definitely going to fail."

he tsked, "no, you aren't. you're psyching yourself out. i think you deserve a much needed break."

yanjun briefly left your messy table and you shoved everything aside for the time being

your boyfriend came back holding a tray with a hot cup of coffee and a slice of cake which he placed in front of you

"here. you need to eat to get your strength back up"

you sent him a grateful smile, taking a bite of the cake and welcomed the taste of vanilla dancing on your tongue

his eyes were watching you with a fond smile as you ate, making you shy from the attention

“what are you doing, yanjun?”

“exactly what you are doing. studying.”

“and what exactly are you studying?”

“you, of course. you’re my favorite subject.”

you pretended to gag from the amount of grease, making him grin and lean over to steal a bite of cake from you

when your little break was over, you found yourself slowly losing all motivation to study

“ugh i don’t want to do this anymore” you grumbled

“someone should have studied earlier” yanjun teased, easily dodging you as you moved to swat his arm in annoyance and whined that it was all his fault for being a distraction

“let’s make a deal. every time you get through a chapter, i’ll reward you with a kiss”

i’m so freaking cliche i hate myself but it’s yanjun’s kisses so i ain’t even mad

this immediately gains your interest bc kisses?? esp yanjun’s kisses??

sign me tf up

“deal”

throwing yourself back into your textbook, you finished the next chapter in record time

“done! now where’s my kiss?” you eagerly told him

yanjun laughs at your enthusiasm before raising your hand to his lips, gently kissing the top of your hand in a princely matter. while the gesture was still super sweet, you pouted at him.

“heeeeeey, that’s not what we agreed on!”

“i didn’t say where i would kiss you, now did i?” he smirked. “don’t mind me. move on to the next chapter, babe”

with each new chapter you finished, he granted you with new kisses here and there

your other hand, each of your cheeks, your nose, your forehead, etc

help imagining this is making me so freaking soft asfdehfhd

“and that’s finally the last chapter!” you declared, closing your textbook with a slam and smiling in victory

“congrats, babe. i’m proud of you” yanjun smiled as he gently moved your hair out of your eyes. “now here’s your reward”

as his lips met yours, you figured studying wasn’t so bad after all if it meant that this would happen at the end of it every time

hi hello

where can i get a yanjun to help me with my studying

i’ll even sell my kidney

ok i’ll go now

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survivorelsalvador · 7 years

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EPISODE 2 - The Resident Messiest Players (TM) In The World - Dana

(If a confessional is just a gif or a picture then it was most likely Veronica, winner of Jeju Island, uwu <3)

LILY

Pissed doesn't begin to describe how I feel about this fucking tribe. Literally two people are complete dead weight. Lexi and Kyle don't do fucking shit. Might I note I'm normally a very nice person ask my fellow comrades on Bahamas but this tribe sucks. Literal worst tribe I have been on and probably will ever be on. If this wasn't robs game I would probs quit. The only blessing is jake on my tribe but he also voted to get rid of Adrian so what the fuck. We will lose every challenge now and in fine with going home next so I can get away from the stupid people on this tribe. Lexi hasn't even messaged me back! Very rude. I have no respect. And I know I suck because I fell asleep last night but damn. Why couldn't they have at least voted for me last night to put me out of my misery???? Damn. Kyle and Lexi were excused from this challenge well fuck, you can be excused from my life! I'm so sorry Adrian I have failed you twice. I didn't see you going at all this week. I'm going to make sure everyone on this tribe loses this game because of this vote. I can't believe how stupid this tribe is seriously. I guess if Kyle and lexis plan is to lose every challenge then they are doing great. But yeah no I doubt it. Let's see if I blow up the tribe in the one world chat...

WILL

So everything's pretty chill right now, but I am worried that I've literally been carrying my tribe through these challenges so far like I got the highest score both times and this time in particular we may not have won if I hadn't done as well. We also got lucky that like half the other tribe didn't try or even do the challenge though but like.... yikes ugh I don't want people to rely on me too much or even think I'm some sort of challenge threat

ZAKRIAH

King of being a threepeater and not making an episode one confessional Well either way I'm back to get 8th for the third sequence season in a row

KAI

This round seems really quiet... I'm not sure if that's because everyone busy or something xD but I feel really left out of this tribe if they're not busy

WILLOW

Imdividual rewards kinda stress me out lmao

ZAKRIAH

I ain't winning this game

WILL

Like I'd say I'm sorry but Regan's really good at giving me new reasons to not trust her and be upset with her, like at least TRY to be a good sport and dont just leave one world every time something doesn't go your way? Like? Is that how the game works? No? That's unfortunate

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Anyways if I get voted out of sequence again because of Regan I'm literally gonna fight someone

JAKE

I have been doing terrible so far in this game. I've only played one of three challenges, and I went to tribal. I really want to step my game up, so that is what I plan to do.

LILY

One, sorry about that last confessional. I was so frustrated with how this game was going but damn did it turn around. I did really well in dolphin olympics and got to pick out of pretty much everyone. I was so sad I didn't get to play with chips in Bahamas so I needed this chance to be on the same tribe. Looking forward to meeting the rest of my tribe and hopefully be a lot better than last time Apopa. #PlayingForApopa

DANA

Writing a quick confesh now that we've swapped tribes and my tribe is complete. Listen, things were lookin STELLAR. Nicholas is one of the reward winners, and chooses me! My queen! I was so pleased! Nicholas is totally a fav and i'm thrilled to be on a tribe with him. At this point I know I have a pretty good pick and I'm immediately thinking about who I can get that will prioritize being loyal to me. I think of Zak and Willow first. I played with both of them in Solomon and showed them I was loyal by voting with them when we were all on a tribe together. The only problem? Willow and Zak are absolutely closer with each other than they are with me. At this point in the game, i'm thinking that's pretty irrelevant though, because right now I just need numbers. I know if I pick one, they will pick the other and that automatically gives me the ability to at least join up with them and force a tie on my new tribe. Assuming Nicholas wants to work with us in a vote, which he has since confirmed he does, we get a 4-2 majority. Sounds amazing. I end up picking Willow first, because she certainly has less experience in the game then Zak and in the event we hadn't gotten Zak, I think Willow is a safer bet. For example, on day 2 of the game Willow asked me how she should be playing one world... like if she should pm people or not... and that ask for guidance is something that is easy to work with. anyways, we get Zak too. And at this point I'm thinking. Have I ever been in a better position in a game? Like I have Nicholas on one side, and Zak and Willow on the other. I bring everyone together, and I am at the pinnacle of this alliance. Genius. Then Zak trashes my dreams of perfection and picks Regan. Idk if they are friends or what, but I've heard A LOT about Regan in this community. She 100% gets the benefit of the doubt right now from me, but I know Nicholas was NOT happy to see her. Then true tragedy strikes. Like I must have done something REALLY BAD in one of these games in my past life, because I am surely being tricked. Regan's pick has me contemplating my own mortality in this game and asking the survivor gods why I'm being punished. The unbelievable happens, and his name is Jaiden. So Nicholas and I JUST voted Jaiden out in Athena Bahamas, where he and I had a cracked relationship and he kind of snapped a few times toward the end. I know... HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?! I can't work with this snake. He's a nice guy, but I just wrote an 8pg confessional in Bahamas, most of which closely detailed every lie Jaiden ever told me. Moreover, he tried to fancy idol me out of Bahamas, and luckily another fancy idol brought me back in. There is just too much recent history with Jaiden for me to forget and trust him in this game. I mean I really feel like i'm having war flashbacks except they're not flashbacks at all and Jaiden is here squirming his way back into my life. Nicholas and I start going OFF in pms about how shook we are about this pick and how it literally makes our games so much harder than they need to be. Because even though Jaiden is King Mess, he is also great at getting idols and advantages. More to come later, but until then, I'll leave you with this: [6/12/17, 8:13:20 PM] nicholas: literally pour the bleach regan picked jaiden [6/12/17, 8:14:53 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): I AM LITERALLY SCREAMING

RICHIE

whew i threw that reward challenge bc i did too well in the first immunity only because apparently im a spanish speaking icon??? but im so happy i didnt win the reward because it meant that i didnt have to be the first to pick a new tribe mate and draw attention to myself and i got picked by chips who is literally one of my favorite humans i've met in this world and i'm so excited to play together!!! and i picked ashton because i wanted to pick someone from my original tribe and after nicolas who was already chosen ashton was the person i talked to more during our short stay on the usul tribe.... now i have to talk to lily austin and jake but at least i feel content knowing that if we lose i dont think i would be first boot on this tribe???????

WILL

I'm literally sCREAMING three different people all sent me the same receipts of Regan ~~~exposing~~~ me for being a "liar" GHJKLK like this is SO funny to me that everyone's running to me with these (like obviously Nicholas and Dana are my friends but Jaiden?? wants drama! i love it!) this game is literally on day 3 and it has more drama than i was ready for oh my goddddddd

DANA

I'm dropping this conversation from tribe chat into confessionals because I was CACKLING when this happened. I'm just trying to keep things ~funky fresh~ in El Salvador despite being stuck with the resident Messiest players™ in the world @Jaiden @Regan. Tonight, I'm feelin like a true comedy queen though. Check this strategically placed comedic relief. [6/13/17, 10:57:27 PM] Regan: look [6/13/17, 10:57:31 PM] Regan: I just get messy in games [6/13/17, 10:57:49 PM] jaiden: well [6/13/17, 10:57:50 PM] jaiden: same [6/13/17, 10:58:03 PM] jaiden: Dana knows. [6/13/17, 10:58:05 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): greetings jaiden [6/13/17, 10:58:22 PM] jaiden: I hope you send the right person to jury in Bahamas <3 [6/13/17, 10:59:07 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): another friend will join u soon [6/13/17, 10:59:10 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): maybe me [6/13/17, 10:59:16 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): who can say [6/13/17, 10:59:26 PM] jaiden: we'll see [6/13/17, 10:59:54 PM] Rob (Salvador, Aegean, & Bouvet Host): It me [6/13/17, 11:00:03 PM] nicholas: hi [6/13/17, 11:00:32 PM] jaiden: Nicholas and Dana on this tribe? may as well accept my elimination [6/13/17, 11:01:00 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): hey listen we’re winnin this challenge and not thinking about tribals [6/13/17, 11:01:25 PM] jaiden: :| [6/13/17, 11:01:32 PM] jaiden: I just don't know if I can believe that [6/13/17, 11:02:21 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): pls i dont want anyone to go, we’re friends again, remember? [6/13/17, 11:02:48 PM] nicholas: same [6/13/17, 11:02:54 PM] nicholas: I’m here for a good tome [6/13/17, 11:02:56 PM] nicholas: time [6/13/17, 11:02:56 PM] jaiden: hmm. [6/13/17, 11:02:59 PM] nicholas: not a long time [6/13/17, 11:03:30 PM] jaiden: until you flip on a revote and tell everyone in our alliance to do the same and then continue to say "well I will do anything for ur game bc I don't want to win (sun) [6/13/17, 11:03:55 PM] Regan: Jaiden omg [6/13/17, 11:03:57 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): idk her because i never did that :) [6/13/17, 11:04:01 PM] Regan: throwback to bbhell [6/13/17, 11:04:02 PM] Regan: because [6/13/17, 11:04:05 PM] Regan: Shelby said [6/13/17, 11:04:07 PM] Regan: the entire game [6/13/17, 11:04:10 PM] Regan: hey I don't want to win [6/13/17, 11:04:12 PM] Regan: you have to win [6/13/17, 11:04:15 PM] jaiden: but Nicholas sure did [6/13/17, 11:04:16 PM] Regan: and still didn't vote for me [6/13/17, 11:04:31 PM] jaiden: omg!!! Nicholas told me the same thing and still threw my game under the bus for his benefit!! [6/13/17, 11:05:01 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): new game, who dis [6/13/17, 11:05:13 PM] jaiden: hurt feelings carry over hehe [6/13/17, 11:05:15 PM] jaiden: <3 [6/13/17, 11:05:30 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): hmm interesting [6/13/17, 11:05:49 PM] nicholas: . [6/13/17, 11:05:56 PM] nicholas: jaiden are u literally inbred [6/13/17, 11:06:00 PM] nicholas: all offense [6/13/17, 11:06:08 PM] nicholas: I’ve been nothing but nice to you [6/13/17, 11:06:10 PM] jaiden: you're in bread binch [6/13/17, 11:06:25 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): I am bread binch [6/13/17, 11:06:52 PM] nicholas: grrrrr [6/13/17, 11:07:24 PM] jaiden: go growl at someone else furry freak [6/13/17, 11:07:36 PM] nicholas: . [6/13/17, 11:08:31 PM] Willow: I have no idea whats happening ahh [6/13/17, 11:09:01 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): we’re talking about themes for flags! [6/13/17, 11:09:05 PM] nicholas: yes [6/13/17, 11:09:12 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): and Nicholas and Jaiden are in a lil tiff over it [6/13/17, 11:09:22 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): because they both have a lot of passion for design [6/13/17, 11:09:27 PM] jaiden: actually I'm plotting my revenge, baby [6/13/17, 11:09:31 PM] jaiden: it's all about revenge [6/13/17, 11:12:11 PM] nicholas: anyways hmu when u learn to separate games! [6/13/17, 11:12:25 PM] Regan: OMG [6/13/17, 11:12:27 PM] Regan: guys want tea [6/13/17, 11:12:29 PM] jaiden: hmu when you know how to be a loyal ally in any of them!!!!!!!!! [6/13/17, 11:12:30 PM] Regan: do u want tea about will [6/13/17, 11:12:43 PM] Regan: okay so he was supposed to pick me [6/13/17, 11:12:48 PM] Regan: because we talked a lot [6/13/17, 11:12:57 PM] Regan: but unless I said id pick willa josh said he couldn't pick me [6/13/17, 11:13:02 PM] Regan: and also will said [6/13/17, 11:13:06 PM] Regan: because of jeju [6/13/17, 11:13:10 PM] Regan: hes never trusting me in a game [6/13/17, 11:13:15 PM] Regan: shows he cant separate games either [6/13/17, 11:13:24 PM] jaiden: is this a call out Regan [6/13/17, 11:13:26 PM] nicholas: him & jaiden would be good together huh [6/13/17, 11:13:26 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): trust is all fucking relative [6/13/17, 11:13:35 PM] Dana Barry (Bouvet Islands Host): pls i dont even trust myself [6/13/17, 11:13:48 PM] nicholas: me This tribe is WILD. Have we talked about a flag? No. Will we lose? Almost definitely. I'm inclined not to even give a fuck if we lose, but then again, maybe someone handed Jaiden another Sapphire idol and my ass is out of here.

KAI

I mean... we didn't win HOWEVER WE DIDNT LOSE EITHER... so...

WILLA

Damn I thought our flag was cute but shit that other flag was incredible this should be a double tribal tbh send me home i got that flag in my brain that is enough for me cya

WILL

....anyways y'all need to stop trying to drag me into drama this isn't the game for that this is not the time nor the place

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wow regan's really about to let some random get to her just by saying random clearly false things huh? that's... a look.... i love one world yes i do

JAIDEN

I'll send a longer confessional later but I'm gonna make sure Nicholas goes.

KYLE

regan is racist

AUSTIN

My only friends are basically ribbons who's acting psycho, Lexi who quit, regan who ppl hate, and Jake/Lilly. Also somebody wanted to pick regan during the swap but then didn't bc regan wanes to pick me so lols! I think I said this last time but I'm probably getting voted out for like 15th ish

NICHOLAS

ASHTON

Well I've still only talked to Richie so you know really doing good in that aspect. I'm happy he's on my tribe then cuz I don't think he will vote me out. Overall i'm worried im if my tribe loses But not too worried cuz i think i can get the target onto somebody else.

NICHOLAS

hi so there are 2 psychos on my tribe and i hope one of them leaves or i leave either way its going to be a huge win! yeehaw!

JOSH

HI I'M SUBMITTING SO I DON'T GET A STRIKE. So, I won the challenge that split us up into tribes so that was a wee bit iconic, if you ask me?? I chose to go with Will because he's who I have bonded with most and I really trust him so far. I think that him, Willa, Kai, & I are kind of an unspoken thing? Which I'm okay with them because I really enjoy them. I think that my tribe should continue to win immunity because we sl@y and it's kind of my arc in Survivor Sequence to not go to TC without immunity in the pre-merge phase. I CAN'T RUIN THAT STREAK?? I'VE COME TOO FAR FOR THAT TO HAPPEN. I think there should only be a few more people that have to go home before we merge. AND I HOPE that one of them is Regan. I love her but she is on some rant about how she wants me out once we hit merge and like?? She's blaming the fact that SHE DIDN'T KNOW WHO I WAS on why I didn't pick her. LIKE IT IS MY FAULT THAT SHE HAD NO IDEA THAT I WAS THIS JOSH. so now it's all my fault. i'm so mad. anyways. hopefully this next immunity is FUN.

MICHEAL

At first I had a solid allince then the tribe swap happened and everyone dosent really want to work together

RICHIE

lily made a really creative flag! we won! im happy to be safe! nothing else has happened !!!

WILLOW

I feel bad for loosing the challenge and majority wants Jaiden out but he's active and deserves to be here, and so I'm gonna vote him out anyway but

REGAN

So I will definitely do more around midnight. but I love my new tribe this tribal is so hard but i understand if go, but I think Jaiden is. WHo knows, I could be being lied to. I want nicholas to go because he likes to ignore me but he clearly wont because everyone loves him idgi. Like who are you?? ive been here for 2 years Im more of an icon than you

ZAKRIAH

I'm probably being voted out and if I am I'll be really sad bc I didn't get 8th or 16th :(

#ididntconsent

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