#some food…..i know i shouldnt resent him bc i’m pro slacking off at work and it’s managements fault that i was alone and struggling today bu

[dancedance-resolution]

so! guess who is withholding $60+ in tips from me 🥰

#the cash tips are all lost #most of the electronic tips ‘must’ve not gone through’ #and the two electronic tips that did go through never showed up on my paycheck #i was holding on by a fucking string today (had an anxiety attack in the parking lot and was thus an hour late; then i was the only fucking #person on shift for 2 hrs; then the fucking kid who does shit all and isn’t even licensed to do half this shit came in and didn’t even do th #e shit he’s allowed to do. he’s hanging out in laundry looking at tik toks; only comes back to tell me that he needs to take a break to get #some food…..i know i shouldnt resent him bc i’m pro slacking off at work and it’s managements fault that i was alone and struggling today bu #t like OH MY GOD. YOU DO REALIZE THAT I HAVE BEEN BUSTING MY ASS FOR HOURS AND REALLY NEED SOME FUCKING FOOD MYSELF and i was waiting until #the last person got out of the main pool since willies not certified to do pool operator and lifeguard stuff and ofc the exact second the pe #rson gets out and i finally have a minute to MAYBE even CONSIDER taking a break before i fucking faint and vomit; in comes willy asking for #a break. A BREAK FROM WHAT. #im hungry and i’m tired and i’m angry and i’m pissed as fuck at everything #also the one guy flirted with me again and this time did some weird shit with his towel while staring straight at me and standing in front #of me for a solid few mins? and i had to stay there bc i was on stand……and like literally if he fucking tipped me i wouldn’t care. flirt wi #th me all you want; i’ll flirt back! so long as you give me even a measly fucking five for it. #but no #nothing #never seen a cent from him #anyways on top of all this there was a meeting on monday that was 🔔🔔🔔 illegal off the clock unpaid hours!! 🎉🎉 #im so fucking tired #i feel like this job treats me so well bc they’re very understanding about the lateness shit which has been happening more and more #but then i remember shit like this and i feel like!!!!!!!!!!OH MY GOD!!!!i need a union and a fucking nap jesus christ #anyways trying to stay positive #i have a date tmrw #we’re getting italian food #she seems very sweet #also i get to see two of my friends tmrw #and i don’t feel anxious at all about the date! which is rad and sexy of me and yeah #also i don’t have to work tmrw of friday so #i’m making it through