#so why is this so difficult now kljdkljjlfg i mean sure i was 20 years younger back then and maybe more fearless

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#not me going on about this but seeing all this love in the ofmd fandom got me feeling very emosh #like first of all i fucking love to see it!! the community! the belonging to something! #second of all im ofc sad bc i don't know how to connect with ppl anymore and i'm getting fomo lmaooo i want to belong too!!!1 /issues #idk man. gone are those days of adding someone on ol' msn messenger and ACTUALLY INITIATING CONVERSATION how the hell did i ever do that #and it was the same thing back then only the love was shared over the same band #so why is this so difficult now kljdkljjlfg i mean sure i was 20 years younger back then and maybe more fearless #aaanyway #idk i feel extremely silly putting all this out there but i also feel like i need to get it out of my system. this is ridiculous #like maybe this is why. maybe i'm just the answer in all that i am #yes i'm a fucking grown up supposedly AND YET #anyway wish i still had access to my old lj that was my trusted vent space