#so the inability to send even the sketches in for their inevitable anatomy checkups will be paramount to torture

[thiefking]

constantly outdoing myself with each new art piece i put effort into and being prouder and prouder of each piece but not being able to share any of them the second they’re done because they are/were either 1. massive spoilers for text-based dnd-type game i’m doing with my friends 2. a secret santa gift 3. pic i drew to represent my oc getting fucking executed in an rp game. and in my latest endeavor my most recent sketches are all pieces i will not be able to show a single person for possibly months on end due to them being the final images you see in my text-based dnd-type game that hasn’t even started yet (even though i planned it in 2019 and have tried and failed to actually get the game going SEVERAL times since then). while looking so great i can’t believe I’M the one who drew them or at least surprising me in how i’ve managed to do shit i’ve never tried before and seem to be pulling off so far and they’re still only sketches. months. i have to wait months before anyone will see these

#txt #AT LEAST I FGOT TO POST SHINYADEATH AND JOSHNEKU LIKE A FEW DAYS AFTER I FINISHED THEM #I HAVE THREE SKETCHES BEFORE ME. THEY ARE FOR NINE HALLS THE ZERO ESCAPE RP FANGAME I MADE. THEY ARE LITERALLY REVEALING WHO ZERO IS. #THE NONARY GAME HASN'T FUCKING STARTED YET #i can't even crop them to show my fdavourite details because even if i successfully hide zero's identity in them #you would be able to detect. the Situation. in some of them. #i have to speak vaguely here because (speaking in dnd terms) two of my players have tumblr even if they don't use it much.... #the nine halls ones are the worst because i'm also super self conscious about my art #and when something doesn't look right and i can't figure out what's wrong it makes me fucking insane #so the inability to send even the sketches in for their inevitable anatomy checkups will be paramount to torture