#so that was Really Incredibly Terrifying for me to have to get done fdskl had no idea what to expect

[dandyshucks-moving]

that F/O really CAN get you through the horrors huh !!

#today has been. so bad. so very bad. #i am in so much pain fsdjkl #dentist appt this morning for a chipped molar that showed up out of nowhere. turns out its a Large cavity somehow. #that they just. didnt notice. at my last appointment. when i was still on my dad's insurance (i am uninsured now) #got in there an hour later by a miracle to get it dealt with but its so bad that they can't do a regular filling #they have to like. do a filling that helps clear out the bad stuff. and then do a proper filling in six months. OR take out the tooth #if it hasn't fixed itself enough. i feel very ill #so much money !!!!!!! so much money!!!! why did this happen right after i stopped being insured!!! #this was also my first filling ever bc i have not had cavities in my life bc i am very thorough with dental hygeine #so idk how this cavity even happened!!!! fuck!!! #so that was Really Incredibly Terrifying for me to have to get done fdskl had no idea what to expect #it wasn't that bad actually. but now. the numbing has worn off entirely and holy shit i am in so much pain. just so much pain #crying and shaking and everything fdsjkl this sucks. idk if this is normal fdsjkl #i also.... have not eaten anything today besides A Single Granola Bar. because of all of this happening. idk how im not starving rn #i just do not feel hungry at all fsjkdl #anyways!!! today has sucked so bad!! dbt class was decent but felt weird for some reason!! #the one good thing of today is that i got my appointment booked w this new counselor finally so hurray for that !!! #and my yarn order arrived so i can keep working on xmas gifts #anyways. thinkign about guz has been getting me through today for real. not even joking. keeping me sane fjdskl #dandyshucks #SORRY FOR VENTING. IM JUST. HHHHHHH. TODAY HAS BEEN SOMETHING ALRIGHT.