#so scared shes gonna b fatphobic ab it :

[emodennis]

the problem with trying to treat my acne is that i am not willing to change anything about the way i live my life

#seeing a dermatologist for the first time on friday #terrified she's gonna come for my diet #like sry but im not gonna stop eating my sugary and fatty foods at night #so scared shes gonna b fatphobic ab it :/ #like nothing has changed that i can think of. sigh. #somehow i got acne 6 months after STOPPING testosterone #and my mom makes comments and is all like 'do whatever it takes to get it treated' #like fuck man i wish the way i looked wasnt so important to everyone #phoenix talks