#so new years i will enjoy in peace and listen to the appropiate music

[baekuras]

god having any free time really makes you wanna quit your job and run into the woods never to be seen by society again and just live out your life

#txts #look i cleaned my kitchen #after a YEAR of only doing the barest minimum of that #i had the energy and motivation to do that #AND I am looking for more stuff to make it a better space for me #shelves to put appliances on to safe space AND have everything in one spot #bc i like that #living alone just made that much clearer #i spent over an hour coding and I UNDERSTOOD IT #and it was fun to solve the albeit it for now easy problems and learn #i made some amazing food for myself #it was a really good day #and i am just so upset....that this is the last one for a while #bc there arent any vacation days for a while #nor is my own vacation for a while #so new years i will enjoy in peace and listen to the appropiate music #and just..be in the moment etc etc #but then it's just fully back to hell #fewer hours bc we finally get paid for the opening&closing times we do lmao #only took decades #but still....its just depressing to see what I cAN do and what life CAN be #free time is the worst part of capitalism bc once you're out of the tiring slug of worktime #where you are too tired to think of other bits....it just gets clear that things can be better #but woops gotta go back to this shit