#so many things that deeply affect me and probably will forever that werent my fault and that I cant change so i need to make my peace and

[toastsnaffler]

auuuurghhhhhhhhh.

#i haaaattte having a bad time bc I want to be so bitter and mean and bitr everyone who irritates me the slightest bit #but I dont actually want to do that I want to be nice and accept the cards ive been dealt with grace and never outwardly show it #so many things that deeply affect me and probably will forever that werent my fault and that I cant change so i need to make my peace and #just work with what ive got but its so fucking hard and i wish i didnt have to i wish i could just be fucking normal abt this shit #i cant stop fucking thinking abt it theres so many things i want that are on the other side of an unbridgeable chasm. and might be forever #whatever. ill probablt feel better after i eat lunch and then im gonna bake some brownies and take a shower and its ok #it doesnt matter it is what it is #.vent