#so i have moments when i checked my art folder and I cant recall when I draw it because its not pretty enough for me to remember

[miutonium]

Artist has their ups and downs where sometimes they love their art and 30 secs later they hated it and that includes me too where minutes after I finished painting I just stared at it with pure malice and I want to rip it apart but shhh I am not putting myself down right now dont worry hhhh

I love Utonium but the moment when I was obsessing with Jack has got to be my favourite because personally most of my fav art that I've made was the moment when I did my selfship art with Jack like I look back at it now and I still love it and want to stare at it all day and like "Wow, I did that". That's the only rare time where I look at my drawings and just want to cup it and cherish it and sing lullabies to it and this is genuine I am not joking I love it so much 🥲💕

#yes Utonium has a very special place in my heart but I cant deny that I don't always love the selfship art that I've made of him #i mean like there are times when I drew Chloe and Utonium together and after I finished painting them I was like 'yeah no this is shit' #i have tons of their art in my art folders that I actually do not remember doing so because I just love it enough #*i just dont love it enough #so i have moments when i checked my art folder and I cant recall when I draw it because its not pretty enough for me to remember #but when it comes to Jack I remember all of the selfship art I've made of him #like sometimes I feel like I peaked there lol #i wish I get to do that for Miguel soon ahshwkqjslq #asuka speaks