#so by embracing an aesthetic that highlights intelligence it creates an atmosphere in which i can feel intellignet again

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I started thinking about dark academia again this week and just had the most productive 3 hours of the past couple months. maybe i need to get back into this aesthetic fr

#damien.txt #listen aesthetics are fake humans are diverse etc etc but. it's getting me to do school work #also like idk it's making me participate in life again. i feel a little bit of optimism for the future again #i spent time outside reading today which hasn't happened since like a whole semester ago #idk i think maybe i'm just the type of person that Needs to romanticize my life otherwise i get depressed #also not to psycho-analyze myself but i place a lot of value on intelligence and i've felt particularly behind in that regard recently #so by embracing an aesthetic that highlights intelligence it creates an atmosphere in which i can feel intellignet again #which therefore boosts my confidence and all that. or maybe i'm just pretentious. who knows #anyways yeah sorry in advance if i go back to being a dark academia blog 💀💀 #edit: NOT ME SPELLING INTELLIGENT WRONG IN MY THING ABOUT NOT FEELING INTELLIGENT NOOOO #it's too much effort to redo but 💀💀💀💀