#smash cut to now in south africa and i bought a vape bc goddamn everyone around me smokes and im tryin no to listen to the devil

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#me being almost a pack a day smoker for like two years being like girl no im not addicted to nicotine its just the motion of it #smash cut to now in south africa and i bought a vape bc goddamn everyone around me smokes and im tryin no to listen to the devil #and then i realise with that first hit of the day like .. oh hello... theres my bestie nicotine 5000x stronger than ever before #i get why these are banned in Australia now LMAO #But girl i swear i dont have a problem Nic and i are just having a summer fling girl i PROMISE #i mean its not like ill be able to get nic vapes back home #and ive actually been doing pretty good at not feeling the lure of cigs #when i visited my cuz tho he did smoke like wet wood and he handed me a cig a few times and i did smoke with him #but then i went back to my bestie (vape) and just kept to myself for the rest of the time i didnt even reach for a cig #ive come a long way #like i dont need to be smoke free for me to be happy i just need to not be anywhere near where i was #if i have a every few months then id be okay with that. thats my goal. i want to get to a point where its happening a couple times a year