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sluttywonwoo · 1 year
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instead of you [part ten] || l.mh
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pairing: [best friend’s brother] lee minho x college!reader ft. han jisung
summary: you didn’t expect to spend your summer pretending to be your best friend’s girlfriend- then again, you didn’t expect to fall for your best friend’s brother, either. 
warnings: swearing, alcohol, mentions of sex (18+ mdni)
word count: 2.6k
a/n: revamped my tom holland series from my main blog ( @wazzupmrstark ) to try and motivate myself to finish it!!
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“Just that you’re not technically a chef yet,” Minho explained defensively. “You’re not certified.”
“A chef doesn’t need a piece of paper to call themselves a chef,” Leo countered. “Anyone can be a chef. But don’t tell the WAC I said that.”
“Yeah, Minho haven’t you ever seen Ratatouille?” you teased.
“Great movie,” Leo added. “Jisung, great job on your dough,” he reiterated.
Jisung stuck his tongue out at his brother across the table who rolled his eyes in response as Leo picked up his ball of dough and rolled it in his hands.
“Minho, yours is still a little tough. Keep working on it.”
He nodded and took his dough back to continue kneading it. You noticed his jaw clenched subtly in frustration, but he didn’t say anything else. You watched as he rolled the pasta dough with a little more force, maybe a little too much.
Leo checked yours next and gave you similar feedback to Minho’s, even though Jisung had helped you with yours. You didn’t want to think about what kind of feedback you would have gotten on your own.
Your dough was still flaking apart when you went back to working on it, and you tried desperately to hold it together with little success. Jisung had left your side to help his mom so you were on your own.
At least Minho was also struggling. You felt a little better knowing he was miserable too.
You were starting to sweat with effort, you were so out of shape that even cooking had you catching your breath. You had thought this was going to be fun, but instead you were having flashbacks to high school P.E. class.
Leo made his way down the rest of the table and checked everyone else’s dough before circling back to you and Minho. He took over for Minho and instructed Jisung to finish kneading yours so that he could move on with the lesson. It was embarrassing to be singled out, but Jisung assured you it wasn’t your fault. He wasn’t making much progress with yours either.
“I don’t know what’s wrong with yours,” Jisung whispered to you.
“I probably did it wrong,” you hissed back.
“I watched you do it, you did it the same way as everyone else.”
“Then why is it being like this?”
“Sometimes food has a mind of its own,” Leo interjected, making you realize the entire class had been listening to you and Jisung’s back and forth. “This is good enough, though. We can set it aside with the other balls of dough to let them rest while we make the fillings.”
You and Minho set your sad pasta balls on the counter with the others before moving to the sink to rinse your hands.
“I think they’ll still taste good,” Minho said thoughtfully as he offered the bottle of soap to you and pumped some into your hands.
“I hope so.”
“It’s pasta, it’s almost impossible to fuck it up.”
“Yet somehow we still managed to.”
“Some would say it’s talent,” he said and shrugged.
You bumped his shoulder with your own as you fought over the water stream. You managed to stick your hands in first and Minho put his above yours only for you to shove them away.
“Hey!”
“You’re completely ruining the purpose of washing my hands!”
“I have soap on my hands, you have soap on your hands, what’s the issue?”
“And you’re washing off your germs and they’re going on my hands now!”
“Fine, fine, I’ll wait my turn,” he seceded and let you finish washing your hands before he rinsed off his own.
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
Making the fillings for the pasta was a much simpler process than making the dough. All you had to do was mix certain ingredients together. It didn’t matter what order you added them, if you whisked fast or slow, the only important thing was that everything made it into the bowl one way or another.
You worked in pairs for this step. Jisung mixed together the pesto filling while you did the parmesan-truffle one.
“This is different than the pesto I make,” he said, looking at the mixture in his bowl.
You frowned. “But I like your pesto.”
“It’ll still be good, baby,” he assured you with a kiss to the forehead. “Don’t worry.”
When the fillings were done it was time to revisit the balls of dough and roll them into pasta. Jisung explained it to you like rolling Play-Doh, but it was far more difficult in your opinion. Play-Doh was nowhere near as stubborn as this. The pasta dough somehow retained tension, and would bounce back every time you tried to stretch it.
Jisung ended up having to help you and Minho because both of you were starting at a disadvantage with your fucked up dough.
“I never want to hear you say I have it easier than you ever again,” Jisung warned as he folded your strands of dough into raviolis.
The class had moved on to the final step, shaping and filling the noodles, but you had already tapped out. Jisung was done with his portion before you had even finished one so he had taken over for you.
“I’m sorry for saying that,” you said, remembering all the times you had teased him for stressing out over his ‘soufflé final’ or ‘crepe labs’. “I would much rather be writing a paper right now.”
He shrugged. “Everyone has their strengths.”
“I’m starting to think that Ratatouille movie was bullshit,” you groaned.
“How ironic,” Minho snorted across from you.
He was really starting to get on your nerves. But you let his comment go, not allowing your temper to get the better of you. He was still Jisung’s family, even if they had a… complicated relationship.
When the class finally settled in the dining room of the restaurant to eat you were sweaty, sore, and exhausted. You could feel your skin sticking to the leather seat, and you felt severely underdressed. Back in the kitchen you hadn’t been so self-conscious. But now you couldn’t stop thinking about your appearance.
The atmosphere was much more sophisticated. The lights were dim, and soft music played in the background. All of the other guests were following an unspoken black-tie dress code while the fifteen of you were still wearing your disposable aprons, only now they were covered in flour and egg yolk.
And to make it worse-
“Smile!”
Nikki held up her phone and motioned for you and Jisung to scoot your chairs closer together. You took a deep breath and complied, leaning your head against your fake boyfriend’s and managing a grin. You really didn’t want this moment to be immortalized, but you didn’t want to be difficult either.
The camera flashed once, then again. Jisung wrapped a hand around your waist and pulled your body against his, pressing a kiss to your cheek for another picture. You scrunched up your face as the flash went off, the tickle of his breath against your skin and the feather-light touch of his lips making you squeeze your eyes shut.
“That’s a good one!” Nikki complimented, even though you were sure it wasn’t as flattering as she was making it out to be.
The pasta was served with a glass of red wine for everyone. Jisung was right, the pesto was different from his, but it was still good. It was no match for his recipe, but the handmade pasta did give it a few bonus points. You were sure you hadn’t gotten any of the noodles you made because all of the ones on your plate were perfect. It didn’t feel fair that you got to enjoy somebody else’s hard work while they got your shitty excuse of a ravioli.
But as the wine dwindled from your glass the negative thoughts began to ebb away too. Your muscles, though still sore, relaxed slightly and you rested your head on Jisung’s shoulder as everyone else finished their meals around you. The conversation carried on without your contribution. Your social battery had died hours ago, but you were content to listen to the Hans chat with other students at the table.
You weren’t a huge fan of wine, but the one served with dinner was palatable, and to be honest you weren’t one to turn down complimentary alcohol anyway. It tasted more expensive than anything you had ever drank, like the equivalent of velvet on your tongue. You finished your glass and the rest of Felix’s.
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The next few days in Florence passed in a similar fashion. You ate a lot of carbs, drank a lot of alcohol and let the business of the itinerary overwhelm you. It was getting tiring, living in an act. Trailing along behind the Hans like a dog, worn on Jisung’s arm like an accessory.
You had known what you were getting into, and you were trying your best to enjoy the experiences- because who the fuck knows when you’ll ever get to go on such a nice vacation again, but pretending to be in love with your best friend was a harder feat than you had thought.
It felt like being in a school play. Every move and phrase had to be intentional. You tread the lines of your relationship with rehearsed expertise. And you had to watch what you said, because everyone’s eyes were on you. At least that’s what it felt like.
Jisung’s parents were easy. They fully bought into your lie, seeing what they wanted to. They usually left you to your own devices, too. His brothers were the ones who needed convincing. Not even Felix, though. Minho was the problem. Minho was always the problem.
You were in Rome now, walking back to the hotel from the Colosseum. Jisung had his arm slung around your shoulders and was talking his twin brother’s ear off about the Gladiators and inaccuracies in films about Ancient Rome.
You didn’t think you’d seen him this excited the entire trip. It was cute, the way he talked with his hands and looked off into the distance whenever he was really engaged in something. Felix was also cute. He was trying his best to keep up with Jisung, nodding his head at all the right points, asking questions when there was a pause in conversation.
“Yeah, gladiators fucking unionized,” Jisung explained. “They put their lives on the line all the time, ya know? Might as well get benefits.”
“If I was a gladiator I’d join their union,” you said, adding to the conversation for the first time in a while.
“There were women gladiators too, babe! You totally could’ve been one.”
You laughed. “You remember my season on the intramural dodgeball team? I wouldn’t last a day. But I appreciate the thought, Ji.”
You had dinner in the restaurant attached to the hotel lobby. Nikki passed around her Canon for everyone to look through the pictures from the day while a bottle of limoncello was passed around the table.
You’d scarfed down your pasta and passed on dessert in favor of another shot of limoncello. Rookie mistake.
In the past the sugary drink had always tasted like cough syrup to you, but this batch tasted like straight-up lemonade. You were tipsy, bordering on drunk, but nowhere near blacked. Nikki and Dom turned in around shot three, leaving the tab open for the four of you. Jisung went upstairs next, having gone too hard too fast on the limoncello (he was on shot five when his parents went back to their room).
Then it was just You, Felix, and Minho. You told Jisung you’d join him in a bit after the pianist played a couple more songs. In all honesty, the music reminded you of Jisung. Back at school you could always find Jisung in the music hall if he wasn’t in the culinary building. You’d always hear him playing as soon as you walked through the double doors. You could always tell it was him at the keys by the way the playing sounded. He was self-taught, but still a genius in your mind. He didn’t need any formal training to make beautiful music, and that’s what you loved about it.
When he moved out of the dorms and into an apartment he bought a keyboard, and you’d spend nights together in his room illegally pirating sheet music for him to learn new songs. He’d play whatever you requested, and if he didn’t know how to play it he’d teach himself.
The pianist in the restaurant played with a little more expertise. The notes sounded refined, perfected. Jisung always told you that perfect music was restrained music, that real music had flaws, that a song should sound a little different every time it was played.
After an encore of Beethoven the man at the piano stood from his bench and took a bow, passing his hat around the room to collect tips. Minho dropped a bill into the hat and you did as well, handing it back to the man afterwards. He dumped the contents of the hat into a briefcase and closed the lid of the piano, thanking everyone in the audience for their donations.
“Well, I think I’m going to head up now,” Felix said, yawning for emphasis. “We still have to get up at the ass crack of dawn even though we’ll all probably be hungover.”
“Speak for yourself,” Minho said cockily, then turned to you. “One more shot?”
The bottle of limoncello was almost empty anyway. Might as well finish it off, it’d be a shame to let it go to waste, right?
“Hit me.”
“God, you’re both going to be so fucked tomorrow,” Felix groaned.
“We’ll be fine,” Minho insisted, rolling his eyes at his younger brother.
“Good night, Felix,” you sang, waving at him as he walked off.
“Yeah whatever.”
Minho wasted no time pouring you both a shot of what was left of the limoncello. The restaurant was beginning to clear out so he worked fast, filling the glasses up to the marked line. You both took one and clinked them together before throwing them back.
You winced at the burning sensation in the back of your throat and put the glass back on the table, searching for something to chase the shot with. Your eyes fell to Minho, lingering on his cheeks, his lips, both pink from the alcohol or something else. You flicked your gaze down to his neck, his collarbone that was peeking out from the neckline of his shirt. You thought about how it would feel to kiss him there, to run your tongue over a love bite you’d given him.
You forced your gaze back to his eyes, hoping he hadn’t caught you staring. You had to act uninterested, you couldn’t let on to- but he was staring back. His eyes were intense, and almost impossible to read in the darkness of the room. You knew you should look away, knew you had to keep up appearances, but you couldn’t.
Later you’d blame it on the alcohol, but in that moment you knew the limoncello wasn’t what was making your head spin, or your what was making your vision cloudy.
You were about to leave the table, about to rush to the elevator and back to Jisung but then suddenly Minho was kissing you. He cradled your head in his hand and tilted your chin up to meet his lips. It wasn’t desperate or messy like most drunk kisses were. Instead, it was delicate. You swore you could feel every line of his lips against yours, feel his heartbeat through his hands on your cheek.
It was only for a second, not enough time for you to react or reciprocate and then he was pulling away, eyes wide with panic.
“Please don’t tell Jisung.”
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skzoombie · 1 year
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oi amore faz um headcanon do nct dream como ex namorados igual q vc fez do skz por favorzinho? agradeço desde já
NCT Dream x Ex Namorados
Mark
No meu ponto de vista o mark sofreria silenciosamente, desde o momento que ele pediu você em namoro, ele não gostaria de pensar na possibilidade terminar tão cedo mas as coisas andaram para outro caminho e o término foi necessário. Acho que o mark com o tempo superaria e teria apenas sentimentos especiais por você, guardaria na memória os momentos bons que tiveram e faria questão de mostrar respeito pelo período que passaram juntos. Não investiriam em uma amizade logo após o término, seria apenas um tempo depois.
Renjun
Ficaria um tanto quanto abalado com o fim do relacionamento mas os membros perceberiam apenas se olhassem com cuidado algumas atitudes dele, como o fato de passar os dias de folga mais isolados que o normal, ou quando veem ele olhando para o nada por um longo período. Renjun aproveitaria esse tempo isolado para sentir todo o processo necessário de superação, choraria, dormiria, olharia as fotos juntos, colocaria séries e livros em dia, essa rotina mais ou menos. Não seriam amigos pelo bem do menino mas quando ele superasse tudo não teria nenhum rancor de você.
Jeno
Tratamento de silêncio fora das câmeras, ficaria mais na dele mesmo ainda tentando parecer que não estava abalado, quando estava em silêncio provavelmente você passava na mente dele, todos os momentos que viveram juntos. Para jeno nunca fez sentido terminarem mas ao mesmo tempo ele entendia o seu ponto de vista, uma situação que estava ocorrendo e não poderia ser controlada por nenhum dos dois. Teria o seu número ainda, tinha um carinho muito grande por você, quando sentisse que superou tudo, confortavelmente mandaria mensagens de aniversário e felicitações em datas comemorativas como respeito.
Haechan
Sofrimento interno gigantesco, disfarçava com hiperatividade e muitas vezes deixava escapar algumas coisas sobre você para os integrantes "s/n também gostava dessa marca de chocolate", coisas do tipo que saiam sem pensar, talvez seria assim até o momento que seu coração finalmente entendesse que não voltariam mais. Hyuck seria um pouco o ex que vai stalkear suas redes sociais para ver como você está, ficaria abalado dependendo do post mas possivelmente algum dos meninos dariam um sacode nele e falaria que era a hora de superar. Não seriam amigos, haechan teria uma mísera mágoa de você, ele queria casar contigo, por terminou com ele?
Jaemin
Os integrantes já comentaram que o jaemin fora das câmeras é mais reservado porém eu acho que ele agiria totalmente o contrário para tentar te esquecer o mais rápido possível, uma forma de fugir da dor. Teria ele super ativo nas redes com lives, vlogs passeando, mensagens no bubble, tudo para se manter distraído e não deixar os pensamentos trazerem você de volta. Fuga não duraria muito tempo quando ele te visse na rua caminhando tranquilamente, jaemin choraria baixinho e teria o choque necessário para entender que era hora de conversar com você para aliviar a si próprio e deixar a vida seguir em frente. Não seriam amigos apenas conhecidos que ás vezes se encontram na rua.
Chenle
Acho que chenle agiria de forma mais madura que seus integrantes , o término não seria conturbado, era uma situação que ambos já previam que aconteceria pela agenda lotada dele. Conversariam de forma passiva e deixariam tudo bem justificado, teriam respeito um pelo outro, guardariam memórias boas e apenas isso. Possivelmente seriam amigos que talvez no futuro decidissem pensar em retomar o relacionamento novamente, ainda havia uma pequena faísca de amor um pelo outro, mas apenas pensariam nisso quando sentissem que madureceram o suficiente desde a última vez.
Jisung
Talvez um pouco perdido com o que estava sentindo, era a primeira vez que esteve em um relacionamento e em um término também, ele não sabia muito como agir para afastar esses sentimentos de tristeza. Quando se senti confortável e seguro o suficiente, acho que desabafaria com um dos integrantes, seria sincero quanto ao não saber como agir naquele momento, que sentia sua falta e pretendia voltar a estar ao seu lado. Possibilidades dele te procurar novamente para conversar, tentar retomar a relação ou apenas propor uma amizade saudável por sentir confortável na sua companhia.
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elmozitas · 2 years
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pt-br/eng
★ ; só layouts ! only layouts
★ ; bts, skz, txt, gg e solos, animes e séries !
★ ; ask open ! ask aberta
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skzoombie · 2 years
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pra mim é a incerteza quanto ao caráter das pessoas que você acompanha e admira, a verdade é que o buraco é sempre muito mais fundo do que a gente imagina. sim, certamente tem muita gente do bem na indústria, mas não é atoa o quanto somos pegos de surpresa quando as coisas ruins vêem a público. nós enquanto fãs estamos fadados a amar uma personalidade totalmente fabricada e só nos resta a opção de confiar. é um eterno "inocente até que se prove o contrário".
Isso chegou do nada para mim, mas eu vou responder kkkkk
Sim! a gente ama personalidades criadas pelas empresas, quando você é fã e aceita isso, as situações tendem a não atingir tão forte no coração.
Eles namoram SIM, eles transam SIM, eles cometem atos de preconceito SIM e tem pessoal da comunidade SIM.
Quando você aceita essas coisas básicas e também entende que NUNCA se deve colocar a mão no fogo por uma pessoa que nunca chegou a encontrar pessoalmente e que não conhece a personalidade e coisas que ela é capaz, tudo dói menos.
Eu admiro skz, nct, seventeen, exo e outros milhares de grupos, PORÉM eles são vendidos como produtos, eles são funcionários de empresas, são contratados e treinados para vender um produto (música, dança, séries e etc) eles são pagos para fingir personalidades e situações, NÃO ESTOU dizendo que nenhum deles realmente ama seus fãs ou o trabalho que tem, mas tem muitos que agem como a situação é de verdade, um EMPREGO.
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