#simultaneously confirming my worst fears and also adding insult to injury by completely shoving it in my face that no -

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#three fucking vent posts but i need to fucking SCREAM 🤪 #hate myself so fucking much for being so fucking stupid and still having hope like ahahahahahahahahahahaa #the fucking irony of it all #that everything i was afraid of didnt fucking matter when it was someone else and not me #lol !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #thanks for the lesson i guess #feel so fucking empty and worthless and hopeless and it's all my own damn fault #yay for more loss ! #i fucking hate this so fucking much like ??? lol !!!!!!!! #🤪🤪🤪 #simultaneously confirming my worst fears and also adding insult to injury by completely shoving it in my face that no - #none of that was true - except for when it comes to me. cool! cool cool cool ! #thanks !!!!! #💀 #im so fucking stupid #and im a coward #and like. obviously it was going to go this way lol. #and now im just full of useless grief and self pity and of course im never going to get better #this is just how it is and i have to just fucking give up #bc obviously my life is going nowhere and it never will #all those stupid stories you hear as a kid #none of it is real! not for me ! #get over it bitch #if they cared they would fucking do something about it #and they didnt and they wont #because youre a coward who fucking shrinks and isolates and thats all youre fucking good at #well no youre great at thinking 'maybe things will be different!!!' when youre still the fucking same #and you always will be. #and no one wants anything to do with someone like that #its all your fault and you know it