#siley had to see me spiral into this realisation im sorry shdbdbddb

[arcaneprism]

It took me reading many many JATP fics where Reggie has some kind of chronic pain condition to realise that some of my various aches and pains are not just a normal thing and I dont know how I feel about this

#julie and the phantoms #like I already know about the back pain #and the joint pains make sense bc hypermobility #but I thought chest aches every other day when Im feeling things is just normal cause big sadness can have physical symptoms #and now im realising the chest pains from lying down wrong is probably also a pain thing #siley had to see me spiral into this realisation im sorry shdbdbddb #i dont know how i feel about the fact that if reggie fics where he has various conditions didnt exist Id never have realised this #also the aches from feeling things isnt even like… big feelings #i literally just think about jatp or my favourite characters or how jatp has been cancelled and my chest aches and i have to lie down #and wallow till it goes away #netflix im getting physical pains from the cancellation of jatp i demand a second season as compensation