#shut out of what?? tumblr??? discord??? sonic franchise itself??? idk it doesnt make any sense

[eggthew]

jesus I can't shake the feeling that I've done Wrong, that I've done something unforgiven or that I'm somewhere I'm not meant to be and it's only a matter of time before everyone starts realising and kicking me out

#kicking me out of where??? anybodys guess #like sometimes its targeted. get so paranoid im going to be evicted for various reasons even tho i know that wont happen #it's so jarring when someone calls me their friend like. thats all ive ever wanted and i love them so much I am their friend. but #one day theyre gonna wake up and come to their senses and idk. something #and this is so so stupid but. sonic is my special interest right. I have a sonic blog where I say my thoughts and sometimes people like it #and ive made friends through it :) #but i constantly feel sick and on edge like everyones gonna find what a faker i am or ill say the wrong thing and everyone will realise #that i dont know anything that ive been wrong this entire time and ill be completely shut out #shut out of what?? tumblr??? discord??? sonic franchise itself??? idk it doesnt make any sense #i know its just the mental illness but FUCK. it has me on edge #egg talks