#shouldve gone to the counselor when i had the chance to reach out for help

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#i cant even get out of bed today man how am i supposed to contribute to a class discussion and also write an essay #this was supposed to be dead week... we were supposed to have a break before finals..... #i also have a report and a final and a homework sheet due sunday on top of those things due today and tomorrow #and also a VERY MASSIVE assignment sheet due friday #god i cant do this im gonna end up dropping out arent i #im too depressed for this lmao #shouldve gone to the counselor when i had the chance to reach out for help #but the thought of asking for help literally had me in tears at his door #ended up having what i assume was a panic attack every day i tried #i cant even send an email. how am i supposed to talk to someone about something like this #now im stuck at home and if i tell someone i need help they'll yell at me for calling myself broken #so no potential for help i guess #i missed my chance