#shes laughed about how the second she moves out ill never hear from hwr again

[sourdoughbf]

it's awful when someone you thought was your friend changes their mind.

#she has 1 favourite person at a time. first it was noah then it was me and now its her gross little boyfriend #and the second she moves onto a different person Thats It. you'll never hear from her again.. and she acts like its some terrible thing #that Just Happens and not.... a direct reflection of her actions.... #the only thing thats different with me is that we live together. but i feel so cripplingly lonely all of the time now its awful... #she's become this bully #she used to be my best friend... and then i stopped interesting her. #shes laughed about how the second she moves out ill never hear from hwr again #and i have to pretend to not be furious at her for just fucking using me???? #well fuck off then you can burn in hell for all i care. i dont beg people to love me. #i have this awful resentment for her growing now and its horrible because im living with her for another 9 fucking months ...