#shes already trying to get him to actually watch his streams instead of yt clips and even donate a bit. he just refuses to do so

[malkaviian]

mary, trying to comfort rafael who is feeling really guilty for having a crush on luca: you shouldn't really feel that bad about liking him, you know? i dont think you should feel bad at all, actually. i mean, probably everyone in the whole town is a little bit into luca, some more than others, just look at him. its not cheating if its luca, honestly. if i was dating someone and they told me they were into him, i would most probably nod along and say "me too". its fine i promise

#mary is all for him attempting to pursue his crush on luca if it will make him divorce charlotte like yeah go for the femboy #shes already trying to get him to actually watch his streams instead of yt clips and even donate a bit. he just refuses to do so #because thats 'indulging on it a bit too much' or something. he already feels guilty for liking someone that isnt his wife even if is just #a famous twitch streamer with whom he will probably never have a chance with and said streamer doesnt know about his existence #WORST PART (for him) is that he ACTUALLY had rather soft thoughts towards him; mostly when he spends some days away from charlotte #he just thinks hes so cute and pretty and kind with his fans and overall with everyone and seems so genuine hes nearly angelic. #(has actually defined him as so on his mind once) and he feels horrible after it lol. when he catches himself thinking about him like that #he tries to think about anything else; whatever works. hes fucking 30 and is *MARRIED* he isnt in a stage of life to act like that #(plus feels somewhat weird bc. luca is 21 so you know. hes 9 years younger than him and thats a bit too much on his mind lol) #(that alongside the fact luca is TINY hes 157 cm and he has a nice height of 189 cm lmao) #poor man. deserves a break thats for sure #oc talk