#she randomly started this conversation yday and said she'd rather be dead than find out i'm dating another woman

[xannerz]

wish my mom wasnt homéophobíc!!!

#she randomly started this conversation yday and said she'd rather be dead than find out i'm dating another woman #and it absolutely snowballed negatively from there but i was standing there trying not to puke but also like 'please dont do that.' #when you know she knows but she's also in denial but also physically and mentally fragile so you don't want to rock the boat lmfaooo #im an adult and ive been taking on most of the responsibilities at my own expense and she still manages to make me feel small lmao #anyway no comments or advice is desired pls ty :) 🔪 !!! #every time someone gives me some stupid american-ass 'well you have to live your life you should---' i immediately wanna rip n tear #i do not have the luxury of giving my mom a yt people mic drop nor do i wish to contribute to the tension rn #like yeah?lol. ik im an adult and ik my parents are unhealthily codependent in more ways than one. and ik that i ~ deserve to be happy~ #but i dont wanna hear it rn LMFAO #anyway i love my mom 🧿✝🙏🕯 but that shit hurt #xangoeswah