#she had insane insane unchecked panic disorder

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i genuinely yearn for the days when i did video game development and did not even care that they were working me to the bone because i had such a pathetically massive crush on my manager who very gay but believed in me a lot. and that was my entire braincell and also i always woke up at 6am rather than fall asleep…at that time

#delete later #it was so much simpler and i was so much more— direction in life #i do feel like he would be disappointed in me #precovid era me was wild #she had insane insane unchecked panic disorder #but was kind of a badass at her day job #that audio from rp #what happened to me #nothing that wasn’t my fault im sorry #that internship ended and covid hit and nothing was ever the same again #ALSO IN HINDSIGHT: he looked like getou #im so consistent