#scully fucking (or nearly fucking) multiple serial killers because they’re connected to mulder in some way but they WANT her

[carefulfears]

thinking of ed jerse and eddie van blundht and philip padgett and the indignity of desire. phoebe greene and diana fowley, kristen kihlar, self-flagellation as addictive and reverent. the ouroboros of mulder not allowing himself any indulgence and therefore denying scully being chosen: punished for her sin of just adoring him. "[diana] protects everything but you." (and he needs it that way.)

#girl help i can't stop watching s6 #scully fucking (or nearly fucking) multiple serial killers because they’re connected to mulder in some way but they WANT her #i fear he really fucked this woman up... #txf.txt #still obsessed with the role sex plays on the most sexless show on television btw #still obsessed with that final shot of mulder on the lawn. shirt undone. holding the cross around his neck. flames behind him. #i know this is incoherent ignore her she drinks #always thinking about how scully COULD have had him all to herself (like she wants) if she were willing to make him feel punished enough #but she's not so she can't. so she watches him string himself up on the cross with these women who just want to hurt him #and she cries in her car. punished for her sin of wanting him safe and well. as always. anyway. #diana