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Hi dear! 🦋 Firstly I'm so sorry you haven't been feeling the best lately, and I hope you recover speedily and take care of yourself!

On the topic of documentaries, I really enjoy history documentaries! Ever since high school I've always enjoyed learning about different events in history like the Tudor dynasty (my personal fav) but for the most part I'll watch these when I'm really unwell for a long period of time.

Now Inupi!! You've made my heart melt at the thought of the holiday season becoming something so special to him because of reader in the world of wisteria! Just being able to give him some semblance of comfort makes my heart go badump! But ohh I just imagine when he's stumped trying to figure out how to help with the cooking or baking he kind of just decides to put his hands on your waist while you're idly working away 😭

For some reason my mind began to race around the idea of Draken being invested in Inupi's relationship with reader and all the teasing that ensues once he starts to see the subtle changes in Inupi! Imagine the bragging rights he gets if word reaches him that Inupi and reader are officially a thing. He could boast about how he saw it coming the whole time

Ohhh how I love the idea of a Very Bonten Christmas! Well, that is if I'm in the security of someone like Mikey or Kakucho or rose red! Ran. But my heart aches for dear Kakucho during the holidays, with all those bittersweet memories of Izana that he carries with him during that time 😭

And I must confess that Bonten! Kakucho been on my mind the past week or so!! I hear he would be husband material but I wish to hear your thoughts. Do you think Kakucho would be a gentleman or someone entirely different?

Also I'm very glad your academic writing is going well! As for fic writing, you have me very intrigued at the prospect of what might happen in part one of Taiju! I can't wait to see your take on who I deem a horrible man

Lots of love, and take care!

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hello hello!

I'm taking it slow, taking breaks when I need <3

History documentaries! that's cool - and the Tudors? thats a period I'm really not familiar with, so if you have a recommendation, please let me know!

And Inupi is just so helpful during the baking/cooking process - he's watching timers and measuring ingredients, all whilst pressing little kisses to your temple whenever he can. He is one of the best TR boys to have in the kitchen, until you've been busy for far too long and it's so soothing - soft Christmas music, all the yummy smells, and it's so warm - so that the next time you turn around to ask Inupi to help with something, you discover him slumped on the counter, snoozing quietly on his folded up arms, a spot of icing sugar on his nose. Who would dare disturb a sleeping angel like that, huh?

And Draken definitely is invested in your relationship with Inupi. He'd disappear on 'errands' whenever you pitch up at the workshop, leaving you and Inupi alone. he sneaks looks around corners to try catch you and Inupi getting closer, hell - he even makes an effort to take up all the space on his couch so that you have no choice but to squeeze in next to Inupi. Draken just wants the best for Inupi - he can see how lonely and isolated the guy is, and Draken just wants him to be happy. (Now, don't get me started on being in a relationship with both of them? the amount of love and devotion? AHHH)

Kakucho! Okay so i 100% agree with the idea that Kaku is the best of the Bonten boys when it comes to looking after his lover <3, but I don't feel that he's as soft and sappy as some fanfic paints him to be (although i eat that shit up) Kakucho has lost someone incredibly important with him, so I doubt he would easily open up and allow any person into his heart unless they were very special. He can also be a cold and calculating man, who won't hesitate to shoot someone. Kaku isn't anywhere near the level of sadism that Sanzu and the Haitanis display, and I don't think he gets enjoyment from hurting people, but he has no qualms about doing what needs to be done.

I feel like that he'd appear to be a cold and indifferent lover. He wouldn't be open to showing you affection in public or in front of the other Bonten men. In fact, I think the Bonten boys probably wonder why you're with him in the first place (is it the money?) but behind closed doors... He's very passionate, in a quiet way. He makes sure that your relationship is on equal footing, that the communication is clear. Of course, he's strict with you - he doesn't want you involved in anything dangerous, unless he's sure you can handle yourself. he's also possessive I think? in a healthy way? like he doesn't want you hanging around some of the Bonten men, not because he doesn't trust you, but because he doesn't trsut them to respect your boundaries. Your comfort and happiness is his top priority and so be it if he has to break a few bones (not his) along the way. He reminds me of Inupi with regard to his quiet intensity, which I'm sure translates into the bedroom very nicely. Or maybe I just think everyone is a soft dom. sigh.

Now, some questions! I'm prepping for the new year and my upcoming writing projects and I have a few ideas cooking. I just would like some input regarding one or two things!

Okay, so I'm thinking along the lines of a Miltonian lucifer type of figure, a beautiful demon, something relating to the Fall and Original sin, now - which TR character would fit that (pls not Mikey tho, I struggle so much with him)

I'm excited to share the new ideas with you, once I've figured them out fully of course!

Lots of love to you and I hope that your week goes well!

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