#rrr i am mostly just so angry at him right now. i am a little worried he is actually going to kill himself tho is the thing. and i dont want

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he wants to run away to florida

#also asked if me and jordan would move in with her because 'itd make him feel a lot better if we were there' #killlll yourself. you do not get to abandon your wife out of nowhere and then try and guilt your kids into taking care of her for you. #like we will. we aren't going to move in #i have spent my entire childhood + portions of my adult life i've had to live in that house trying to get out #but we are going to take care of her. she's our mom. #rrr i am mostly just so angry at him right now. i am a little worried he is actually going to kill himself tho is the thing. and i dont want #him to do that. #he's an asshole but he's still my dad yknow. #not too worried abt my mom #obviously she's upset and not doing well rn. but i think she'll be a lot better off without him. tbh. #idk if he's going to make it without her. #she had to teach him how to pay bills today because he hasn't done it since they got married over twenty years ago. and he'll have to now.