#roxeanne Ryan

[nostalgicguts]

New York Minute (2004)

#i loved this movie as a kid #new york minute #roxeanne Ryan #mary kate olsen #simple plan #2004 #media

[girltclk]

for @thervnaways​ 

roxy is familiar with the feeling of grief, all it’s stages and whatnot, from all kinds of losses she’s experienced in her life. as much as she hates to admit it, losing ava wasn’t a different experience, but that didn’t mean the pain wasn’t still there. the guilt, the shame - why the fuck did she call her? is the question that plagues her mind like an itch she can’t scratch. she places all the blame on herself, all of it was her fault. losing ava kazama was roxeanne ryan’s fault.

the one thing roxy was good at, however, was hiding her emotions. while her twin sister was the one to cry out all the tears she possibly could for the loss, roxy stood strong, just like the professional ava knew her as. she knows ava would tease her for it, after all. seeing the person ava was moments before her death the moment she steps into ava’s favorite cafe gave her a horrible feeling in her stomach that couldn’t help but twist the expression on her face, especially since a majority of the guilt she feels stuck with the fact that she still had feelings for minji, her best friend’s girlfriend, even after ava’s passing. it felt wrong, it felt like a punishment. yet, the former rockstar doesn’t let it show on her face any longer as she slides over to minji and sits across from her. “well, well, well!” she announces. “what do we have here? i haven’t seen you since, uh... you know.”

#sorry this took forever but im ready for PAIN #I’M JUST A KID AND LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE. — 𝗿𝗼𝘅𝘆 𝗿𝘆𝗮𝗻 ( stories. ) #roxy & minji.