#roadtomotherhood

[roadtomotherhood]

Sorry I have bee so incognito as of late. I’ve still been following all of your wonderful Tumblr updates, just not posting myself. It’s been a busy few weeks, let me tell you.

I finally went to my doctor and talked to her about all of my anxiety. I have finally accepted that I need more help than just breathing exercises.

Dad was doing a lot better at Christmas. He and Husband A spent the entire time in the kitchen having a full conversation. It did my heart happy to see that. Whenever we left, I could tell Husband A was excited that he got to have that time with Dad. It hasn’t happened it a while. He still has cancer and it’s not getting better, but we’re enjoying the time that we have left.

My niece was born. My SIL has a chronic pain disease that meant she had to continue with pain medicine throughout the entire pregnancy or lose Harlee, so Harlee came early at 36 weeks, but had to spend a week in the NICU. She was home for Christmas, though.

My Mom finally got Genetic testing done for MEN2a, but she came back positive. She will be having her thyroid removed this year. Her Calcitonin levels came back okay, though. They were elevated, but not cancer elevated. My brothers and I all have to get tested now. If I come back positive, then I will definitely be getting my Thyroid removed this summer. If I don’t, then I have a 98% chance of developing cancer. I’d rather take medication for the rest of my life than risk that.

Due to all of that stress, I’ve now started Paxil. It took about 2 weeks to get used to it, but I’m actually started to feel better.

With all of that, I think I’ve officially made my decision to stop TTC. I brought up the option to adopt from foster care to Husband A last night and he seemed open to the idea. I’m not going back on birth control, though. So, I think we’re officially Not Trying, Not Preventing. More on that later.

#men2a #adopting #foster #ntnp #Not Trying Not Preventing #roadtomotherhood

[iammhai]

Good Job Paris! 👍 Welcome to the world our little princes William and Harry! 🐶🐶😘❤️ and to our little princess Diana you will always be in our hearts. You can now run free in heaven. We love you. 😘🐶❤️ #pariscredible #roadtomotherhood #williamichibi #harrysanbi and #diananibi https://www.instagram.com/p/Bm0lCwwgwIIB7O1bll3PYNBFmNrIkBep6DE3aY0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mnq1z1lc22s8

#pariscredible #roadtomotherhood #williamichibi #harrysanbi #diananibi