#rip past me you would've found this semester boring and would've found the worst way imaginable to occupy your time

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

i remember for most of my life i wished school was harder and that we shouldn't get weekends or holidays but nowadays, taking only 5 classes this semester, i understand that we should never have to do so much work for anything people weren't made for that i'm sorry for being so wrong as a child can we please make school less draining i want to draw yaoi

#as a child actually i had a whole corporate fantasy where i would work 24/7 and do perfect work and not have a life #capitalism would've loved me but i was too young to make money so instead i skipped a bunch of grades and adults thought i was the #perfect student because i had no friends or hobbies and all i wanted to do was work #rip past me you would've found this semester boring and would've found the worst way imaginable to occupy your time #also rip present me i just want to draw yaoi why are there so many essays i think we should all come to our senses #you know thinking about it i really did have a lot of weird fantasies for the future as a child #i think at 12 i really wanted to be someone's puppet. and that i wanted someone to murder me i was really caught on that for years #but nowadays i understand that i'm just a masochist lol #self growth ig