#reab life update

[el-costae]

boyhood is when you turn from bug nerd to religious femme to polsci nerd w/ attachment issues to emo catboy to kpop infused eboy to lethal furry to spontaneous athlete to exhausted caffeine addict to testosterone-maxxer 9000 struggling to grow a beard

#art dump #reab life update #it's me #me and my phases

[el-costae]

god i hate college but at least there's volleyball

#reab life update #reab is not sane #again

[el-costae]

a friend has mentioned my (positive) changes these past few months, 2023 has quite been a year i suppose. not only have i started taking care of myself (often through workout), but i've also grown more social and active.

college intimidated me at first but my first impressions were waaaay off. academics began to bore me but the time offered by my curriculum encouraged me to form connections and meet new circles i never thought i'd ever get in. in no way would i ever predict that i, a scrawny and socially inept dude, will engage into sports with a bunch of seniors i just met onwards 1st semester, there is no way! it's such a pleasant, pleasant surprise.

mornings were met with comfort, my relationship with my mother improved, i'm able to try new things with less hesitancy, and most importantly i became more expressive and honest outside the security of my home. holy crap. it's a feeling i've never felt before... it's sicccckkkk!

but yeah, it only fully dawned on me after my friend told me about that, i was too caught up in the moment that i completely lost track with how i've changed as a person (in fact, a bit too much but most are positive.)

i'm able to enjoy life with less worries, and i'm very content with that.

#digital diary #reab life update

[el-costae]

life update: i dyed my hair

#reab is not sane #reab life update #no regerts

[el-costae]

i should get a personal charger and probably better tablet soon. i'm currently doing 4 commissions and i'm stuck in a curfew in accordance to how my tablet drains it battery

90%? yeah, it drains after 4 hours of usage, and i'm sharing a cord with someone too... sucks!

#reab life update