#probabtl not bur a man can dream

[dullahandyke]

Btw I'm not gonna play com until I meet him bcos it's like 1am but my brain has spun the wheel on kh characters to think about and come up zexion

#FIRST OFF. autism extraordinaire #you see him as a child and hes nonverbal with an autism stare so prominent its considered a trait #and then he grows up and becomes an illusionist. enough said. inherently autistic to be into façades #SECOND OFF. they ripp3d his soul out when he was like 8 years old #and then you see him later and hes like a young man and not A Child #so 2 possibilities #1. he went thru puberty while inhuman (and u cannot convince me that nobodies have normal hormonal systems) #(im shooting him w the intersex beam also) #so not only are his physical changes fucked but his emotional maturity is in the shitter #because he went thru puberty while lacking the ability to feel emotion #(and listen i know nobodies grow the hearts back but that takes time) #(and even if he had the heart back he sure as shit wasnt being raised by the org) #(bad enough being in a cult that forbids having emotions without the caveat of being 11) #so once he becomes a person again he gets hit by a truck called 'OH FUCK I HAVE EMOTIONS THAT INFLUENCE ACTIONS??' #which is a new experience for him and hed for sure be a mess #OR option 2. no puberty in the org. hes an illusionist! #this one has substantial lea-and-isa-shaped holes in it but isnt it fun? #the org member thats changed the most physically since nobodying is the illusionist. 💥💥💥💥 #wait actually idr when canonically lea and isa got nobodied. maybe it happened a while after the science lads got turned? #probabtl not bur a man can dream #anyway envision for me a blend of the two options where like he went thru changes while nobodied #but they wwre like. Wrong. so while hes not a kid hes also got illusion shit going on #jumpcut to radiant garden's only endocrinologist with head in hands after asking him to dispel illusion #anyway those r my thoughtsies they r based on fanon bcos i havent reached him in com yet #and even when i do meet him theyre sure as shit not fonna be talking abt this