#probably repeated a few of these

[dumbunn1e]

tried making something with this one brush i used to use a lot. woona

#mlp #my little pony #princess luna #mlp art #fanart #probably gonna use this brush a lot from now on i’m really happy with how this turned out #every few months i discover/rediscover a brush then use it for every piece until i get tired of it. then the cycle repeats #my art

[lycanthian]

they should make a me that isnt Scared

#this is abt something incredibly specific and no im not telling you what #it is probably all in my head and i dont mean that in a Im Crazy way but a I Know My Anxiety Is Kicking Into Overdrive For No Reason way #its a tricky situation . im still not talking abt it unless u are one of the few people authorized with necessary information #and even then i dont know what talking about it would really do besides honestly freak me out more . sigh #something something mantras to repeat myself . #they do not hate you just for existing. you just arent close and havent learned to pick up on their language and vibes yet. youll be ok #lycan howls

[pigeonslippers]

running with scythes

for @perenlop

#pmd #pokémon #friend's ocs #pmd ocs #sakura jade #animation #my art #i made this in a few hours for fun #the run is literally three frames repeated lol #also first post of 2024 woooo #as you could probably guess I'm not doing monthly challenges this year and likely wont post much. its just one of them years I guess

[constellation-skirmishes]

they're arguing over who gets to eat the last cookie

leia: i'm your sister, basically the leader of the rebellion, the brains, and the eldest.

luke: yeah okay but who blew up the Death Star? Twice? yeah, me. that's who.

#leia organa #luke skywalker #skywalker twins #luke and leia #star wars fanart #skywalker family drama #they probably end up blowing up something as a casualty of this skirmish (petty feud) #they dont know but han ate the last cookie so its all for naught #as revenge they end up dyeing han's clothes the most egregious colors imaginable (chewy helps because he thinks its funny) #they also glare at him every time they see each other for the next few weeks until they get another batch of cookies #and the cycle repeats #a homecoming of galactic consequence #lukka's workshop

[shmorp-mcdurgen]

Alternate Thatcher Davis

#the mandela catalogue #mandela catalogue #tmc #tmc alternate au #thatcher davis #alt thatcher #face horror #shmorps art #I’m going to be completely honest #this series of drawings are probably my favorite drawings I’ve made in a while #I’m so happy with how they turned out #anyway uh Alt thatcher a few things about him #he kind of takes the role of N. being a type 3 alternate that’s just kind of in the background #though he’s mostly his own thing #he’s. almost always crying or yelling #he typically repeats what people say back to them in a voice that sounds like it’s coming through a radio #though he does sometimes talk in his own voice #mostly saying how the town is in shambles and how it’s his fault

[bilbao-song]

secret rocker santa participants needed!!

from looking at the spreadsheet so far we are most in need of fans of following musicians and bands (or even just people with a passing interest in them):

⁃ iron maiden ⁃ steve miller band ⁃ yes ⁃ bruce springsteen ⁃ the clash ⁃ the monkees

everyone is welcome (the only requirement is that you’re a fan of some kind of music from roughly the 50s-90s) and there’s plenty of time left!! these are just the ones that so far seem like they’ll be the hardest to match, which means more fans signing up would be very helpful :^) if you or your followers fit this criteria, please consider reblogging this post!

remember, sign-ups are open through november 28th and anonymous messaging begins december 1st :-)

➜ more information about secret rocker santa ➜ F.A.Q. page ➜ sign up here! (or here if you’d prefer to stay on tumblr)

#yes band #iron maiden #bruce springsteen #the clash #the monkees #steve miller band #i copied part of this from one of last year's posts and it was almost the exact list of bands that i had trouble with then too skjghsghs #repeat offenders............. #hopefully this will help and i'll reevaluate in a few days #the quantity of monkees people so far is good but the age grouping is making it difficult atm #oh and if anyone is reading this lmao more numbers will probably be sent out later tonight!! #classic rock #srs updates #secret rocker santa

[typheus]

Also here an update on the blanket!

I'm almost done, just have to finish the diamonds and it'll finally be over 🥳 (I'll also have to block and wash it but shhhh)

#other #t talks #knitting #the diamonds are just a repeat of the ones on the bottom #plus finishing the horns #but whatever tbh. #also if it isnt a size i like after its been blocked n washedim gonna make a second border. probably crochet. #just to add a few rows of length. #it should end up 5ft. and with the border ill add 2.5in. which would make it 5'5

[bumblingbabooshka]

Young Teacher Tuvok Patreon | Ko-fi

#Person: So I heard from the students that you're the headteacher? / Tuvok: ???This is a college??? #his kids gave him a mug that says 'Father' bc it would be impossible to ascertain whether or not he is in fact the no.1 dad #despite their own emphatically positive opinions...'Father' is factual v_v (in my mind the mug just has a vulcan symbol) #bea art tag #st voyager #Tuvok #Tuvok went through Starfleet training/academy - Quit - Then probably had to go to a whole different college to get a teaching license #When he re-entered Starfleet did he have to take lessons again?? Is there a separate license to be a Starfleet instructor? #After being expelled from his school as a teen ... how long was he with the monks? Did he repeat a grade? #Tuvok your education fascinates me #Vulcan school - expelled - learning at a temple with monks - repeat grade? / Vulcan school - graduate #enter starfleet academy - graduate - quit - enter college - graduate - teach - quit job - enter starfleet (academy?) - graduate? #- starfleet teaching license - end #note: I don't think under normal human circumstances you'd need to go back to the academy but Tuvok quit Starfleet at like 20 something #and who knows how many decades passed since then - I'm sure the curriculum changed a lot in like 70 years v_v #maybe....a few catchup courses. Like a semester instead of four(?) years #st voyager art #also I like the thought that Tuvok is considered introverted/reserved even amongst Vulcans #Less so than how humans perceive him but still enough that it IS a personality trait rather than purely a cultural difference

[missallanea-a]

UNEXPECTED HIATUS !! Yes, I know I just got off a hiatus in January, but here we are. My mental health has once again taken a nosedive, and while nothing on Tumblr has explicitly been adding to it ( seriously, y'all have been the sweetest to me ) I need to take a few days offline to get my head back in order. I'm gonna go low-to-no-activity for a week or so, spend some time with myself, get back on my medication schedule ( oops ) and try to sort out my sleeping a bit.

When I come back, I'll make the decision whether I'm shutting this blog and moving to a new one ( seriously considering it, even tho I've only been on this one for a short time : I want to reorganize and clean up the tagging system, which is nigh-impossible without changing blogs, plus update my rules with stricter guidelines, etc ) or just cleaning this one up and giving her an overhaul.

#❮ missallanea / ooc ❯ ━━ ❝ probably listening to a musical on repeat . #/ in summary : i'm okay i just need to touch grass for a few days #/ and i'm contemplating moving to another blog for organization sake #/ love y'all i'll still be seeing ims and replies and whatnot #/ so if you see me liking posts i'm just lurking

[doedipus]

the period from thanks to news is jazz season. I'm going to make you listen to jazz fusion albums I like.

this one has a cool owl on the cover

I also don't like how a lot of these albums just have the composer's name and not any of the rest of the musicians on the project, so I'm gonna stick the full credits from rateyourmusic under a read more

深町純 [Jun Fukamachi] keyboards, arranger, producer, composer

Hidenori Taga executive producer

Katsuya Yasumuro assistant producer

Isao Sakai cover design

Masashi Takamura photography

Kevin Hargerty photography

Richard Tee piano

Gordon Edwards bass

Tony Levin bass

Anthony Jackson bass

Steve Gadd drums

Chris Parker drums

Howard King drums

村上"PONTA"秀一 [Shuichi "PONTA" Murakami] drums

'Crusher' Bennett percussion

Eric Gale guitar

Cornell Dupree guitar

Steve Khan guitar

Barry Finnerty guitar

Ernie Watts tenor saxophone

Richard Wagner composer

Lou Marini tenor saxophone

Barry Rogers trombone

Randy Brecker trumpet

#an awful lot of these are gonna be recs I came across through this specific channel #they also post older electronic music fairly frequently which is a very cool genre with a lot of intertextuality with this stuff #this composer has done a ton of both and I'll probably post more of his stuff down the line #one thing that does kind of piss me off him or maybe just that label is that they tend to put a lot of repeat songs on subsequent albums #so a lot of fukamachi albums from the 70s will also have at least a few of these songs #but the album cover on this one is very cool and seahorses is a killer track to open on so that's what I'm going with #Youtube

[danganronpa96]

was there any specific characters that almost made it into 69 or 96? if so, why were they not chosen :O sorry that was so random lmao i was js thinkin (with my littol smooth brain)

You’d be surprised to know I’ve actually already answered this question before for both fics!

Scrapped DR69 characters

Scrapped DR96 characters

I do give reasoning for the DR69 characters. However for the DR96 ones, I don’t really remember other than me and Rexx just looking at our big list of potential characters, and going ‘nah’ or ‘sorry buddy’ at them lol

#not directed at you anon #but I’ve seen a few repeats of questions now #it’s probably because there’s so many posts here now #and I doubt most of you wanna scroll all the way down to read every single post lol #so idm when something old is asked again at least it gives the old post more traction

[ask-elite-four-rika]

Do you have any baby pictures of Pancake? If you have any of the rest of your team, those would be amazing to see too! :3

You have perfect timing asking this! I was just cleaning up around my place and found a picture I thought I'd lost!

If I find any more of Pancake and the rest of the team I'll show em off here.

#pokemon ask blog #rika pokemon #elite four rika #wooper #paldean wooper #clodsire #elite 4 rika #pokemon rika #Hi hello friends who read the tags its me! Ky! #Life has finally given me enough of a break that I can work on things!! #ive been thinking of opening the askbox again despite the backlog because i think the interaction helped give me motivation #of course asks that were asked first take importance in the queue #theres a few that are repeat questions or similar enough I want to make sure they get answered in one go #those ones given the nature of the questions themselves will probably take a little longer to answer #but yeah dont be surprised if you see the askbox open up again!

[dawnthefluffyduck]

I've been seeing a lot of people redrawing their old work and I wanted to give it a try :D after this I will be doing another one because I've never had such a dopamine boost (or it could be me having my first energy drink in a month)

I honestly can't say for sure when the first one was done, but if I were to take a guess... 2016? It's when I got my first pair of markers. I loved drawing mermaids at the time bc it let me draw long flowey hair while avoiding legs haha, and this particular drawing was my favorite 🧜‍♀️

Remembered to work in a higher resolution this time too haha

#i recorded myself drawing this... would anyone wanna watch it sped up? #or did we leave speedpaints behind in 2015 #i'll probably post it anyway just 'cause it's fun for me to watch #i've got stuff to work on for sure... my color choice mostly #i dont wanna have to keep using corrective layers without knowing how to pick those colors in the front end #but i think my anatomy has gotten a lot better over the last few weeks #i did not trace this hand #i repeat I didn't have to trace it; i just looked at my own and drew it #im more proud of that than i am the whole piece #original work #art progress #mermaid

[edeldoro]

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#ikakahuh #On the last level in Chapter 12 and struggling because there's an enemy that just. #Starts repeating an AoE attack that slices through any Sinner who isn't an Endura and it's ALWAYS at the tail-end of the battle #I forgor #Yes this is about Path to Nowhere and that one (1) enemy #Chapter 13 releases in several days #It took two (2) months to handle the difficulty spike a few chapters ago #I probably need to do it again for everyone because the map only gives Chief one (1) SAN and that enemy is just a jerk #A meanie

[aggressiveguitarnoises]

#ouch. #such a good song for a very very heartbreaking episode #finished season 2 if u cant tell #dw #doctor who #tenth doctor #david tennant #rose tyler #billie piper #will probably be on repeat for a few days. #Spotify

[cherry-treelane]

Okay but I wasn't even thinking about the drowning together part of free churro but like

We know from canon Monica had Fi taken away from her "the first time" bc she was hooked on oxy ( and she only mentions Fiona when she talks about it) and we know they were at one point homeless and Also that Fiona knew how to forge documents like doctors notes at nine so yeah they were drowning together ( but also Fiona was a child and to a point reliant on them to not end up in cps so they were keeping each other from Drowning drowning out of survival in Fiona's part) anyways I'm feral about them

forgot that some of this canonically happened but oh my god. this adds so much weight. "they were drowning together" THEY WERE DROWNING TOGETHER!!

Frank was deep in his addiction, Monica was submerged in her depression, and Fiona was trying to claw her way out of the bottomless hole of pressurising survival to no avail due to a lack of support. This is the thread that connected the three of them and led to a, albeit extremely resentful on Fiona's end, shared understanding of suffering. Despite the fact that the rest of the Gallagher kids also went through hell, they had a stable presence to rely on for love (Fiona), and they all helped eachother and knew they could rely on eachother. This shows how the "shared suffering" between Frank, Monica and Fiona in the Early Years heavily opposes to the dynamic of Fiona and the kids: in the Early Years, despite the fact that all three parties were in immense emotional distress, none of them could rely on eachother. The only stability in that type of situation was derived from Fiona and expressed through her being a caretaker of her parents— and even that was limited as she devoted more time to the kids and she was very young herself, she couldn't possibly save two grown adults from the shackles of their mental illness.

Otherwise, it was like two drowning people (Frank and Monica) screaming at another drowning person who is far out of reach (Fiona) to save all three of them. There was little to no trust, or devotion, or love, or care— unlike the Gallagher siblings. Of course, there was plenty of it from Fiona! She really tried her best. But it wasnt reciprocated by Frank and Monica so it met a dead end, showing how the elder Gallaghers (Frank, Monica, Fiona) dynamic is a foil to the Gallagher siblings' dynamic (Fiona and the kids). In the first dynamic, the only person looking out for anyone or showing any sort of effort to sustain the fragile balance of the family was Fiona. One little girl cannot repair something so deeply broken. This differs vastly to the second dynamic, where everyone is contributing somehow to the best of their ability and they actually have eachothers backs— particularly highlighted in season one where they all chip in for the bills, protect eachother, etc...

Something strikingly sad is that Fiona is actually quite separate and isolated in her drowning despite being witness to both her parents' and her siblings' as it relates to no-one else in the family. Frank and Monica connected on numerous occasions on the shared basis of reckless substance abuse, while the kids connected on the shared basis of all being victims of neglect and abuse— but no one could truly level with Fiona and comprehend the pull of the "forced primary caretaker" ocean that was drowning her. No-one really fully understands how she feels or what she experiences. This explains a lot regarding the treatment of Fiona and how everyone in the show — both her parents and her siblings, are quick to judge her, to criticise and mistreat; it's because she's misunderstood and no-one else can truly empathise with her position. It's easier to pass judgement on something that is difficult to grasp, and the entirety of Fiona's situation and what she represented wasnt always understood by her family, casting her aside. It's easier for them to all believe in the version of Fiona thats externally provided, as being confronted with the depth and uniqueness of her pain discomforts them and unsettlingly contradicts their comforting view of her as constantly strong— leading Fiona to sometimes be shut out and left in her drowning as everyone is under the impression that she'll manage to pull herself out like she has done so for years.

The idea that Fiona can simply withstand anything and everything with no help led to the inevitable abuse and abandonment of her by others on many occasions. When she behaves a certain way or steps a toe out of line, it's immediately put under immense scrutiny as everyone around her interprets it as "unshakable Fiona isn't acting like herself, so clearly she's turning into a bad person!" when in reality it's very fitting for a childhood filled with traumatic memories that nobody can recall except for herself (another example of how she was isolated in her struggle and then left to carry baggage which impacted future decisions and behaviour).

It's really interesting to me, because it gives me the metaphorical image of Frank and Monica being eachothers temporary "life jackets" (in the sense that they seek eachother out at their worst to fuel short-term excitement that pulls them out of the "drowning"), and Fiona being a permanent one for the kids. She makes sure they're just above the surface while simultaneously being pulled further down with no-one to save her. It really goes with Steve's plane oxygen mask analogy in season 1, where he insists that she needs to "put her mask on!" (put herself first for once). Its clear that Fiona tries to save those around her to validate herself and end up recieving the deserved parental love that will save her, just to realise that the only person that could really save her was herself. Its simultaneously the tragedy and success of Fiona Gallagher.

#if that makes sense lol its 3am #this was a few lines and it turned into this huge essay #i repeat its 3am so its probably not as eloquent as i hope it to be. #but i have a lot of thoughts and wanna do justice to them