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#ppl still like my silly little stupid little stuff that I had stupid silly fin working on & it's dumb and silly but I shared it!
imwritesometimes · 5 months
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wouldn't it be funny if I could write again lollollol........
#got a very sweet comment on a fic today and I was like oh my god. oh my goddddddd. ppl *still* like my stuff.#ppl still like my silly little stupid little stuff that I had stupid silly fin working on & it's dumb and silly but I shared it!#and ppl like it!#and I'm like not pushing myself anymore. like before I was kinda trying to force shit to happen#like sitting in bed with an open notebook/laptop like CREATE BITCH!#and I'm not doing that anymore lol and being on my meds has really made me feel SO much better#but also like I just don't.... have any ideas anymore. can't rotate blorbo like a rotisserie chicken anymore#I lay down to go to sleep now and because my body is not operating under severe extreme toxic anxiety levels anymore#I just fckn fall asleep. like I'm OUT. good night. sleepin. snoozin. zonked. 7+ hours.#no more blorbo thoughts at the end of the day I'm TIRED and my brain FINALLY shuts off#I hope one day I'll write again. I had so much fun with it. I have had a couple Thoughts#since I have been on my meds#but they're nothing more than a few quick sentences scrawled in a notebook.#it's like I'm doing so much other stuff and having fun in other ways and SLEEPING FINLALLY SWEET GOD ALMIGHTY#there's just like zero processing left for original blorbo ideas#this doesn't make sense and I bet you were all relieved cause I haven't ranted in tags in like months but hahaha#🤡 I STAY HONKIN'!!!! 🤡#(I'm actually really in a really good place mentally rn I promise like the best I've felt in years I'm just ahhh!! tonight lol)#erin explains it all
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I like you/// YoungK x Reader
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A/N: this stayed in my mind for like months so I’m giving into temptation and releasing it.
Bad boy (trilogy series) Kang Younghyun x reader/you
So Kang Younghyun. Class bad boy, sits in the last row, does he sleep? Does he even listen to the lecture?? Nobody knows.
Somehow he manages his grades, mind you. Not A’s but he didn’t fail his class yet
He doesn’t really talk to anyone but at the same time nobody cares to talk to him so?? (he also might’ve said some too blunt remarks . )
He has a part time job at convince store, and uhhh it’s as boring as it sounds
When there’s no client he writes lyrics or plays games on his mobile,,, yeah not much happens
So one night after his shift ends he’s like “god finally”,, he’s so tired. He just wants to sleep
Walking back home he passes playground and everything would be as usual quiet but. But. There are some dudes and a girl??
And oof one of them got hit with instrument case??? He swore he heard nose cracking. But in the end it was three against one
Look,, Younghyun just wanted to go home but he just couldn’t leave?? A person in trouble???
So there he goes, like ‘yo what’s up’. And there he notices he actually recognizes them! They go to his school (and mind u, they should be called delinquents more than him)
Anyways, they scatter swiftly with some additional bruises and he ends with bleeding lips. “just great” he thinks.
“Are you alright?” the girl asks. She looks a bit perturbed, clutching her bag in her hands but generally unscratched.
“yeah, yeah,,” he replies. “are you?”
She quickly asserts that yes she’s fine. But also thank you?? Stranger??
So he awkwardly introduces himself. And you do too.
She doesn’t wear his hight school uniform tho, so he doesn’t recognize her (tbh he wouldn’t recognize her even if she did, he can be kinda apathetic about ppl in general )
“have this” she procures a plaster. Woman’s bags are amazing, he thinks.
“thanks?”
He’s still unsure about whole situation, because he figured the girl would scatter as soon as she could.
“do you need a walk home or something?”
She blinks.
He blinks.
“actually? Up to the bus station would be pretty cool”
So he ends up walking with her. And ho and behold, she makes a conversation, without a hint of awkwardness at all. She tells him that she goes to neighboring school and plays violin.
And he tells her he’s a bassist and plays in a band. And whoop they’re at bus station.
Next day,,,, people scatter through corridors before him more than usual, whispering about his bruised appearance. And he hears he apparently beat up ppl for no reason. He’s reputation was spiraling downhill.,,
At least those school lowlifes who attacked you will stay put for a while?
All while thinking about this, some girl bumps into him. But he just looks back and walks into the class,,,
Classes go as usual. He has his band practice in the afternoon,, so he mostly thinks about music (and like misses some girls yearning gazes)
Next day he is again at his job, literally counting minutes at this point when you appear out of thin air
Okay maybe not thin air, but he hasn’t been paying attention at all sO
And you’re like “hi!! I didn’t know you worked here??”
And you buy like a bag of sweets. Literally A bag.
And you two end up talking a lot. About school and other stuff
(you were supposed to buy snacks,,,, not spend almost hour taking)
But it was so easy to talk to you?? Also you would talk so animatedly, making gestures so for younghyun it was rly entertaining to watch
And somehow it became some sort of late afternoon routine for you, when you would come by for sweet snacks and talk to Younghyun.
You exchanged numbers so he would text you during clasess (once earning himself a detention because you decided to send him a pic of a pudding and ‘ultimately puddings stand in highest in sweets hierarchy for this month’’ and
he was like “whats wrong with u” while laghing at his phone, but also you’re so cute I’ll buy u as many sweets as u want. But he. Only. send first part,,,
did i mention that he loved your love for food. He would randomly say he was hungry and you’d be like ‘hold up me too’ and shared a meal with him 
You could have ridiculous conversations like “do you think I should dye my hair??” and you would be like “Boi yes. I think pastel purple is like your color”
So he would dye it
But also more serious than these where you were wondering about life, and how everything makes little sense tbh. Teenager life sucks.
He got some better grades lately actually. Your good influence? Maybe? (also only you would randomly recite some classics so)
Did he have a crush on you?? he definitely didn’t think about it until YOon Dowoon pointed it out (he helped this kid out once, got in trouble???, and then this guy just started hanging out with him for some reason,, okAY)
And he was like oh Shit. I actually dO Have an crush on y/n.
In the middle of that turmoil he got in trouble with his boss. And girl from his class helped him out, which again was pretty bizzare.
When you heard about the situation you were fuming. Literally fuming. So you two went on job hunt, because Younghyun needed one
Like band gigs don’t pay well yet y'know. And he lived with his mom only, so it wasn’t rainbows and sunshines
He took you once for his band’s concert. And boiii he was stressed. Like never before. One his band mates, his childhood friend Marina was like dude? Chill?
“you don’t understand.”
And he was also stressed that you wouldn’t come,,, that would be straight up humiliating.
But you came?? Like wow, you looked like a goddess.
“I’m happy you came.”
That’s literally all he could manage
“Obviously!! I’m excited!”
And you smiled that beautiful smile?? He was having a meltdown 15 mintes before they began ohgod.
He left you by the table and went backstage to his friends
“whIch ONE.”
“what do u mean?”
“the girl you’re so giddy about”
Okay first of all he wasn’t that giddy, was he?? Maybe he was. (also lyrics lately became a little more of an pining and yearing nature)
The concert was a blast, in your opinion. You were a violin player, so you by default knew more about classical music but you appreciated younghyun’s music so much. It felt so sincere. And damn, he has a Voice to kill for. You swore you stayed with semi frozen state for good few minuets.
It’s not like you hadn’t heard him sing before,,, he would hum along to radio or just sing softly, but here? Full on volume?? That was beautiful.
And you made sure to tell him that after the concert.
You met his bandmates, they seemed to be pretty cool in your humble opinion
Then younghyun took you to your usual spot, at bus station.
Gosh he was so happy you liked the concert and his friends,,, stress he felt went out of the window
And then you did something unexpected
Like
“thanks for the invitation. I had so much fun!”
And you kissed him on the cheek
He was frozen, but some gears in his mind still worked.
“hey, listen,, i can be really cheesy right here and start serenading,, but I really like you”
It was your turn to stay frozen on the spot. He was looking down at you with his most sincere eyes, so full of emotion,,
Your heart beat fast, uncontrollable butterflies settled in your stomach
Because look you were crushing on this boy for longest time, but shy and stupid fool you were you kept your feelings hidden
Because who wouldn’t like him?? He was such an amazing person. He was kind, smart,,, you felt that you could be you with Younghyun around, be just your silly self..
And he made you laugh, but also listened to your concerns,,, what a perfect boy
You kissed him on the cheek on impulse and didn’t plan beyond that when confession came
But what else you were to answer but “I like you too you know???”
And in this moment of silliness you started to giggle as he brought his face closer. After checking with you for a second he scooped down and kissed you
Your hands found their way around his neck as you closed your eyes
,,,,
His happy eyes, as he gazed down at you was the most beautiful sight
(sometime later Younghyun heard some rumors about him having a girlfriend, like a newest gossip in the school. Well, he didn’t mind flexing by giving you a kiss when at some point you stood by gates of his school waiting for him with two coupons for chocolate cake in your favorite confectionery)
Fin.
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