#ppl get angry w me if i dare to even express smth the tiniest bit

[bunnihearted]

i hate positivity posts bc they just make me angry and bitter that so many other ppl get to have nice experiences but i dont

#'ppl love it when u exercise ur boundaries bc then they know they wont make u uncomfortable' #HAHAHAHHAHAH LMFAOOOOOO #ppl get angry w me if i dare to even express smth the tiniest bit #everyone around me gets upset and mad and distance themselves from me if i dare just trying to say how i feel #fuck y'all who gets to experience healthy good shit bc i never do im so sick of everyone nd everything #im manipilative if i have emotions!!!!! im a terrible person for feeling upset or mad or hurt!!!!!!!!! i need to shut the fuck up abt #everything i feel or think otherwise i'll always be alone #skksksksksk goddammnittttt i hate to be aware of how great other ppl get to have it #i used to be happy for others but my empathy dies little by little everyday. i've been hollowed out by how much im forced to give but never #recieve. im just so fkn exhausted i just wanna be normal and healthy and i want to be happy but i know that'll never happen for me