#point is I love nayuta :3 he wouldn’t be able to stand my ass. I’m his special little guy tho /p so it’s ok

[heartshapedskittles]

gyro wants me dead argopro wants me dead everyone wants me dead. can't take this shit anymore

#skittles.txt #I DON'T WANNA TAG ALL OF THEM . do I give them a joint tag. What on earth do I make it tho #it’s hard bc my dynamic with gyro is nayuta is my brother and I kiss all 4 of his bandmates. like how do u make a joint tag for that #wtvr that’s BESIDES the point. #the point is the symbolism killed me. idk if I’m strong enough to explain rn #THERES ALSO. A CLIP IN THE MV SHOWING NAYUTAS CHILDHOOD LIKE A TINY BIT. GIRL #it was umm. well. that is a topic for a different post #I’m not even kidding when I say I was gonna write an essay about nayuta for college but then I dropped out #I might write smth about him anyway tho. I’d love to say I get him on a deep level however I don’t rly. I’m learning tho #I don’t know everything about him to the point I can joke about no one getting him like I can however #he means so so much to me and I think about him extremely often and that alone slowly makes me understand him better #bc I’m constantly doing a deep dive of his character in my head and learning new things just from thinking about him #does that make sense. look me in the eyes does that make sense . #I love all my familial f/os so much but I don’t think I’ve had this much of a connection to one since like. samatoki a few years back #samatoki might still be more tho idk just dormant bc I don’t pay attention to hypm*c anymore. off topic #point is I love nayuta :3 he wouldn’t be able to stand my ass. I’m his special little guy tho /p so it’s ok #f:nayuta #<- I’m at least tagging him since I’m explicitly talking abt him #in the tags anyway