#plus can't do much physical dmg so he's rampin up the emotional warfare

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

Jesus christ was he always this fucking mean

#short answer: no. he's pissed cause technically it's my fault he's locked up #plus can't do much physical dmg so he's rampin up the emotional warfare #& i'm not as numb to it as i used to be #i thought i'd managed to kill the reflex to fix everythin he's not happy with but nah here we are again #i don't need to it's done i don't need to go back this should cushion it enough for doll if he does #feels like i never fucking left i'm right back where i started #rly rly need to get smart enough to not go back again cause he's not playin around anymore he says he's gonna break me #i don't think he was even tryin yet he's just. perpetually unhappy with everythin i do it's never good enough just #i'm 'out of practice' or 'we need to work on that' when i'm tryin my goddamn hardest to please him #fucking disgusted with the way i'm back to bein his obedient pet the moment he gets his hands on me #at least he didn't make me sleep on the floor like he threatened to i guess :) #spdrvent