#please let the chaos be done now loooool jfc

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now that i’m marginally more sane, since december 15th I have:

had one car eat $800+ in tires and repairs

drove five and a half hours to see family for the holiday

came home and immediately tested positive for covid and had to quarantine for almost two weeks

had to drive back up to see the same family because of a death in the family, except this time we drove up late on Wed and back late on Thursday, and then I worked the next day (it was rough)

finally had a week of calm, thought the bullshit period was past

my dad went to the hospital on Wed with what they thought was a heart attack, it wasn’t but still very bad, he had to have a procedure to shock his heart back to rhythm but was finally able to go home yesterday. spent most of the last two days at the hospital trying to make sure my mom stayed glued together

now to go back to work today even though i am Very Exhausted and hope I don’t snap at anyone l m a o

#please let the chaos be done now loooool jfc #i am Very Glad that i have two siblings who are reliable #my brother is. very easy to panic but even still he came with his family and is staying at mom and dads #so i know there’s someone there to help them with the dogs and make sure they’re eating #and my sister was there most of the day wednesday too but her kids needed her yesterday #just. god. i’m tired. pls let it stop now. #kit talks