#phone talk abt guitar terms and teach me snd its. avideo snd im irl and its somehow supposed to make sense to me??? kys omg i cant do it

[hairydykecunt]

i love weed okay. i’m never gonna stop smoking it rver. but sometimes i wonder if it fucked up my intelligence. and i can’t remember if i was like this pre smoking but i feel like i’m just really really stupid in like an annoying way 😭 like i know thiughts and i have opinions and i know facts but if my friends ever engaged in an active conversation that isn’t about weed i can’t follow or understand. horrified one day someone will try to argue with me and i’m gonna be too fried to reply coherently and just mumble a bunch of ‘what? what are you talking about? what does that even mean?’

#kitty talks #sometimes i feel really really fucjing self conscious abt it. unfortunately im also not like. musically/artistcally taleneyed #im just kind of here. idrk if theres anythung im Really good at but whatever #if only i got more art/guitar hobby support as a kid instead of . sports? snd then nothing else #could u imagine how good id be. i’ve played guitar for 6 years and im just Sooo bad and lame on it #ive been trying to learn but the intelligence thing is getting in the way cause. ur telling me i have to listen to some stranger on my + #phone talk abt guitar terms and teach me snd its. avideo snd im irl and its somehow supposed to make sense to me??? kys omg i cant do it #i cant do reading or video instructions and etc i need someone to be by my side who can see everythubg im doing snd tell me . god #i wish i had money fir guitar lessons or somethung waaaa or a friend who really wanted me to learn guitar snd taught me cause they love me <