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#partly out of spite because my parents have both said 'you don't want to get too muscly do you' 'it's not attractive'
monstersandmaw · 7 months
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Shout out to my long-sleeved top earlier while I was at the gym for making me look absolutely hench for a minute in the mirrors. You really gave me a boost to finish arm day.
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blogocrap · 7 years
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PLOT PART 3
Satan: abandonment is the worst possible thing to her. And after spending weeks or months alone in a cell being told you are literally going to die, that's how she feels. Because Tootsie and Feb are the only two people in the entire universe she loved and felt like they loved her
Sam: Tbf Feb is at fault here, cause she wants to go back to see Em and talk to her after the first time she went, but she doesn't know what to do or say so she keeps putting it off
Satan: well I mean
Satan: Tootsie does it too
Satan: they both basically say the equivalent of fuck you when they never come back
Satan: so she loses them both in short succession and it kills her
Katie/Sam: Feb without meaning to - I'm assuming Tootsie didn't mean to either
Satan: no Tootsie actually did
Sam: Damn
Sam: Feb's just in the sort of place where you've just had a fight with someone, and it's awkward and you don't know what to say so you stay quiet and away while you try to work out what to actually say
Satan: in fact he's about to leave and he's not believing her and Em says if you leave now don't ever come back and tootsie says 'i can't believe I ever thought about marrying you' and she responds 'I'm sorry you ever wasted your time' and they don't talk again until post pardon
Sam: Damn
Sam: I feel like the pardon would be what gives Feb something to talk about because she's suddenly like "wait no you can't kill her, I still need to make up with her and work this out, and then we can be best friends again - you can't kill my best friend"
Satan: that would be the sentencing
Sam: I DON'T UNDERSTAND LAW XD
Satan: the pardon dismisses all charges
Satan: sentencing is guilty/not guilty and the punishment
Sam: then the sentence would snap Feb out of the awkwardness and trying to work out what to say
Sam: She'd be at the cell like the day of the sentence, immediately rambling on about how she can make it better and get them to change the sentence
Satan: honestly
Satan: Em would be so fucking defensive
Satan: and think Feb is only doing it out of guilt
Satan: cause technically it wouldn't be a death sentence if she hadn't killed those people to save her
Sam: Understandable
Sam: She's partly feeling guilty, but mostly scared that Em is going to be killed
Sam: Cause like the whole point of getting shot for Em was so that she wouldn't die
Satan: tbh Up probably tells Feb he's working on a pardon
Sam: Tbh Feb would be mega salty with Up ever since the arrest
Satan: until the sentencing he keeps it sort of quiet because he needed to know how much they were charging her with
Satan: Up won't be expecting Em to plead guilty to all charges without a plea deal
Satan: When he reveals about the pardon he'll probably also be like look this was her idea in the first place
Sam: Feb would just be so angry
Sam: She might even start yelling about the fact that she killed people and a little kid, and going "fucking arrest me too then!"
Satan: wait feb killed people what
Sam: At her wedding
Satan: or is that just the wedding
Satan: yeah that's clear cut self defense
Satan: When Em goes in to rescue Feb she shoots first
Sam: Not the little girl tho - she got caught in the crossfire
Sam: She'd at least have manslaughter
Satan: that's manslaughter and could be pled out easy
Sam: Feb wouldn't care tbh she'd keep going on about it and demanding that they give her the same sentence as Em if they're going stick with it
Satan: She can try but it won't work
Sam: She'll try
Sam: If she has the ability to, she might even trash her lab
Satan: Because she didn't make a massive bloody mess in front of the commander, and purposefully take point so that no one else on the team fired first making her the only killer on the mission on the murder front. The rest would be instructed to only shoot at people with raised weapons because self defense
Satan: plus multiple huge outstanding warrants
Sam: Tbh this whole thing would actually destroy Kray
Sam: Cause he was there, and he really feels like the crew is his family
Sam: And suddenly Em is in prison and has a death sentence
Sam: And he couldn't help or stop it
Satan: hence why Em allows Up to be the only one to know that part of the plan
Sam: Yup
Satan: lest someone else do something to try to stop it but Em knew going in someone was going to have to go down
Satan: and she wouldn't let Narcis live because she would walk out in hours
Sam: Yeah
Satan: the good part is
Satan: with death sentences
Satan: years to follow through
Sam: Feb would be doing everything she could to make things right
Satan: How upset is Feb going to be that Em is applying for transfer as soon as she's granted her pardon
Sam: She'd be crushed
Satan: Em is just so emotionally fucked up
Satan: plus you have to remember she's all alone in that cell until sentencing
Sam: Yeah
Satan: Up visits when he can but aside from Feb and Tootsie essentially saying fuck you
Satan: the only company she has is Junior one cell over.
Sam: I'm thinking, if we do seriously injure Feb, she'd also be very numb from not being able to work and stuff so that would contribute to the not visiting
Satan: I totally get it
Satan: Em won't, but I do
Sam: Like no one's completely in the right here and it's all so beautiful fucked
Sam: The worst part is that Feb still tries and still wants to work it out
Satan: Em will take a lot of time to be even remotelyokay with things
Sam: Okay but Feb, after years of trying to find out where Em was transferred, just giving up and becoming the complete opposite of the bubbly woman everyone once knew
Satan: I don't know if Em is gonna get the transfer or not yet
Sam: If she does, Feb is gonna eventually turn cynical and rude and mean
Satan: she's applying for it, but she's also just been granted a huge pardon and may have to serve under Up for a while
Satan: Em is gonna be much closer to modern Em after this though
Satan: she's gonna be a lot colder and filled with a lot more spite and a larger tendency to hold people at a far distance
Sam: Feb is going to be a lot less kind and trusting tbh
Satan: I honestly
Satan: don't know how they're gonna fix it
Satan: but I hope they do
Sam: I don't know if they can
Sam: Same, I hope they do
Sam: Could you imagine them bumping into each other after the years and Feb just straight up telling Em to go fuck herself before getting as far away as possible
Sam: Like I reckon Feb would also quit the Rangers when she couldn't find Em again (especially if we fuck with her ability to walk/work)
Satan: tbh as soon as her contract was up Em would leave the rangers, (legally) change her name, and do freelance work
Sam: Cause her entire reason for going for the Rangers was because Em said she'd be great at it and to go for it - and it'd depress her to be there
Sam: Feb would end up as a chemist or something
Satan: tbh Em probably has a journal that's just
Satan: everything since she ran away
Satan: and she probably gave it to Up right before the rescue mission and was like read it if you have to but after that burn it
Satan: he probably gives it to Feb instead
Sam: Oh no
Satan: it would fill in the gaps of what Em didn't tell Feb
Sam: Feb would keep it forever
Satan: specifics of her parents abuse, the worst of the years between home and the rangers, even when she boarded the starship and how hard it was not to tell her right then and there who she was
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